{"id":108988,"date":"2021-03-05T11:08:11","date_gmt":"2021-03-05T19:08:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=108988"},"modified":"2021-10-11T10:33:32","modified_gmt":"2021-10-11T17:33:32","slug":"missing-you-mary-lou","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=108988","title":{"rendered":"Missing You, Mary Lou"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Mary Lou and Kasey Jones, 1973<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Hello again, my dear sister! You know how much my heart and my spirit love to spend time with you. It has always been that way \u2013 well, most of the time! \u2013 and such a joy to watch you and Terry grow up together to be the wonderful, intelligent women you became. Of course, there are another dozen adjectives I could also use to describe your beauty and grace. The point is, Mary Lou, that you and Terry were always in my life. You are a sister. I have always loved you, and I love you now almost in the same way I love Terry.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>It has always been that way, but I felt it most strongly the day I walked in the house after I got back from Vietnam. You were the first to see me, and you ran full tilt from the kitchen to the front door to give me the biggest, most wonderful, most healing hug. You might not remember it \u2013 after all, it was part of who you are \u2013 but it touched me so deeply, I will never forget it. The joy on your face to see me was so genuine, so loving that it made me feel I was home. After the coldness of Vietnam your hug warmed my aching soul. Of all the hugs I received that day, yours is the one I can still feel over fifty years later.<\/p>\n

The world needs to know how much I love you, that you are immediate family to me, and now it does. I wish everyone could have known you. Thank you.<\/p>\n

(Jonestown survivor Tim Carter is a regular contributor to this website<\/em>.\u00a0<\/em>His other stories in this edition of <\/em>the jonestown report are <\/em>My Wife Gloria, My Son Malcolm, My Life<\/a><\/em>\u00a0and <\/em>An Embrace of Terry Carter Jones<\/a><\/em>. His previous stories may be found here<\/a>.)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hello again, my dear sister! You know how much my heart and my spirit love to spend time with you. It has always been that way \u2013 well, most of the time! \u2013 and such a joy to watch you and Terry grow up together to be the wonderful, intelligent women you became. Of course, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":0,"parent":108278,"menu_order":7,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-108988","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/108988","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=108988"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/108988\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":111403,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/108988\/revisions\/111403"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/108278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=108988"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}