BB-19-H-1 \u2013 H-2<\/p>\n
Dad,<\/p>\n
I know I’m a selfish son of a bitch for doing this, but I’ve given a great deal of thought, and I know I’m never going to amount to anything or accomplish anything for Socialism. I can’t blame you if you hate me, but please try to understand.<\/p>\n
I constantly am feeling guilt for one thing or another, when I feel I’m doing right, I’m doing wrong, I just can’t win.<\/p>\n
You talk in service of killing me \u2013 I assume this because I’m the only one from your “groin<\/u>,” as you said it. This makes it possible to mask my guilt, by saying I’m only saving you the trouble.<\/p>\n
The main thing that grieves me is the love I felt for a girl I can never hope to have. I would sacrifice all else to have her at my side. At least you have Carolyn and Kimo.<\/p>\n
I just hope I don’t die as I have lived \u2013 hated<\/u><\/p>\n
I’m sorry, Dad, I can see living without what I want most in life and I don’t see any purpose to my life where I constantly feel like a traitor.<\/p>\n
Please believe I love you,<\/p>\n
Stephan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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