{"id":127527,"date":"2024-06-26T14:13:37","date_gmt":"2024-06-26T21:13:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=127527"},"modified":"2024-07-25T16:24:45","modified_gmt":"2024-07-25T23:24:45","slug":"teri-bufords-buford-compromising-documents","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=127527","title":{"rendered":"Confessions and Threats of Teri Buford"},"content":{"rendered":"

BB-7-AA4<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Handwritten Note <\/strong><\/p>\n

Jim\u2014<\/p>\n

I will absolutely never leave.<\/p>\n

Teri<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA5<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Handwritten Note <\/strong><\/p>\n

Jim\u2014<\/p>\n

Have had no sex with any one since coming to the church.<\/p>\n

Teri<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA7<\/p>\n

(3)<\/p>\n

1\/18\/76<\/p>\n

and I tried to kill Jim Jones tonight. I planned it and reached at him and I had the means to do it. He defended himself and held me at bay until I calmed down.<\/p>\n

Thank God<\/p>\n

Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

—-<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA10<\/p>\n

(4)<\/p>\n

Oh yes, and I lied about Jim Jones having a gun. He never<\/u> had any weapon and he didn\u2019t point one at me either. I just said that because I wanted to get him in trouble. If he hadn\u2019t defended himself I would have killed him for sure.<\/p>\n

Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

1\/18\/76<\/p>\n

—-<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA11<\/p>\n

And then I made up the story that they beat me up and spread it around to try to hurt them, but it was a lie. Nobody ever \u2013 not Jim Jones and not anyone there hit me, but I figured it would be a winner in the papers.<\/p>\n

Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

1\/18\/76<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA13 \u2013 AA14<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Letters of Confession to Carolyn Layton<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dear Carolyn,<\/p>\n

I am a violent terrorist. I have done violent acts to people in the temple<\/span> and property in the past. I am a Communist. I am afraid I am going to continue violent acts despite the Pastor of the Temple urging pacifism.<\/p>\n

Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

Dear Carolyn,<\/p>\n

I feel so much guilt that I put Jim Jones in the position that if he didn\u2019t fuck me that I would suicide. I know it must have been terrible for him who has only known Marceline [Jones]. I am so very sorry.<\/p>\n

Teresa Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA15<\/p>\n

(Transcriber\u2019s note<\/strong>: The first page of this document is missing.)<\/em><\/p>\n

Teri Buford Handwritten \u201cConfession\u201d Notes<\/strong><\/p>\n

-2-<\/p>\n

Well, see you later and I\u2019ll tell you how I ripped off that Jim Jones church. I got so much $ off them it is incredible.<\/p>\n

Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA16<\/p>\n

Teri Buford \u201cConfession\u201d Note<\/strong><\/p>\n

Confession:<\/p>\n

I must confess that I am a violent revolutionary and a practicing homosexual. Please ask God to forgive me.<\/p>\n

Teresa Jean Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA40<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Letter Confessing to Auditory Hallucinations<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dear Annie,<\/p>\n

Please help me! I have to die tomorrow the voices have told me to cut out my heart. Please tell them to go away, Anne. Tomorrow at 9 AM I\u2019m going to have to cut my heart out.<\/p>\n

Terri Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA43<\/p>\n

Teri Buford \u201cThreat\u201d Implicating Jim Jones<\/strong><\/p>\n

(Transcriber\u2019s note<\/strong>: This appears to refer to the December 1975 election of San Francisco Mayor George Moscone.)<\/em><\/p>\n

Dear Tim:<\/p>\n

Well I\u2019ve really fixed you and that Jones. Just try and get out of this one. You\u2019re going to lose your tax exemption but good. I\u2019ve called all the candidates up in the election pledging them church support. I did it subtly too so they would think I was only talking for members but they can see through that and you\u2019ll never be able to convince them otherwise. So, as the saying goes \u201ceat shit\u201d.\u2019<\/p>\n

\/s\/ Terri Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA44<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Undated Letter Implicating Self <\/strong><\/p>\n

Dear Anne:<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t tell anyone but this time I\u2019m really going to fix a lot of these religious types especially that Kathryn Kuhlman [American evangelist and faith healer]. I know you understand cause you don\u2019t like these church people either so you could [missing letters]ig this. Some others are going to get it too. I\u2019ve got to go soon so I\u2019ll write more later. I\u2019ve succeeded in getting into Peoples Temple without anyone knowing what I\u2019m up to and as soon as I can find something on them I\u2019ll tear them up too but that\u2019s a hell of a lot harder than it looks cause they don\u2019t do anything below level. However I\u2019m going to get this out now and worry about them later. If I can\u2019t find anything then I will just set them up\u2026 religion deserves what it gets.<\/p>\n

\/s\/ Terri Buford<\/p>\n

—–<\/p>\n

BB-7-AA48<\/p>\n

Teri Buford Responses on What She Would Do as a Defector, 1975-1976<\/strong><\/p>\n

WHAT I WOULD DO TO THE CHURCH IF I WERE TO LEAVE [Handwritten addition] And had a son-of-a-bitch mentality.<\/p>\n

(someone told me we were supposed to write this)<\/p>\n

    \n
  1. If I wanted to tear down the group I would see that the leader were taken care of since it would be extremely hard for the group to hold together at this point without him. From that point it would be to pick off the strong ones in the group. Carolyn Layton, Linda [Sharon] Amos, Jean Brown, Don Beck, Sandy Bradshaw, Mike Cartmell, Tim Stoen, Lee Ingram. I don\u2019t think that the group could function without the leader and these people. I don\u2019t think if the group did survive that it would be much of a group. That would only be done if I had gone out trying to undermine socialism.<\/li>\n
  2. If I went out and were pissed at Jim [Jones] it would be completely different. First there would be no thought of killing since that would be a really loving thing to do (for JJ but not for socialism per se). I think the best way to get to JJ would be through his children. The young one. Not kill the young one but take him from the group and make the group think that the young one were suffering.<\/li>\n
  3. If I were just pissed off with someone in the group I would probably turn them into the CIA, IRS, FBI. Harass them to death. Get at their children and kidnap them if I thought that they care for them.<\/li>\n
  4. If I were just pissed off at everything in general I would most likely go out and commit suicide just to show how hostile I really was or whatever. Or would try in some amateurish fashion to put a guilt trip on the group. That\u2019s when my thinking gets perverted.<\/li>\n
  5. The other way of tearing down the group is to get all the money but I\u2019m not smart enough to even begin to figure out how to do it. Turning the group into government agencies might be another one of my maneuvers. However, we\u2019ve been looked at so much that I doubt that they would care that much about anything that I would have to say.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    \/s\/ Terri<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA49<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Confession Letter to Jim Jones<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Father,<\/p>\n

    I have committed treason. Sunday before I went to work I read some of your mail and papers. Not that I found anything because I didn\u2019t [only some financial reports, letters from Karen Layton (re: sex), Chris Rozynko (re: some mess up) and Tom Adams (re: homosexuality). I knew it was wrong. In complete defiance of the D.O.P. [unknown initials] To try to find some release form guilt I cut up all the skin on my stomach with razor blades, still feeling guilt I cut my breasts up with them. I know suicide is more treason so I wouldn\u2019t do that. School is going worse. I worry to the point of really blowing tests. Panic when I study. Every male face I see reminds me of the culture I came out of, eating out their asses, swallowing their piss and sperm, getting my ass ripped open, beat up, getting police called for prostitution etc. This wouldn\u2019t bother a good socialist but it\u2019s a nightmare to me.<\/p>\n

    What I have done is counterrevolutionary, I\u2019ve defied the only principle I have to live for, my lifeblood. I\u2019m willing to become a public example of treason. Terri<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA53<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Undated Note <\/strong><\/p>\n

    It\u2019s a miracle that Father keeps me alive when I don\u2019t even follow the teachings.<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    <\/a>BB-7-AA54<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Undated Letter Threatening Jim Jones <\/strong><\/p>\n

    (Editor\u2019s note: <\/strong>The first page of this note is missing.)<\/em><\/p>\n

    (2)<\/p>\n

    Anyway, Goddamn it, tell Jim that it\u2019s too late. All I wanted to do was screw and he wouldn\u2019t do it once. So fuck him. Just get this and this isn\u2019t the half of it. When I die I\u2019ve got letters all over to people and in safety deposit boxes saying Peoples Temple and Jim offed me. Hell, I don\u2019t mind dieing and making it look like Peoples Temple did it. Jim talked me out of suicide once and I hate him for it. What the hell is there to live for, not a goddamn thing. What\u2019s wrong with some sex anyway; you old ass holes. So tell Jim to stick it and when I die you fuck offs can count your days.<\/p>\n

    Terri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA58<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford 1973 Letter to Jim Jones<\/strong><\/p>\n

    1\/14\/73<\/p>\n

    Father,<\/p>\n

    I am sorry to have caused you and the council so much pain with my treasons and stupidity regarding T.S. [likely Tim Stoen].<\/p>\n

    I will turn my responsibilities back to T.S. and someone more mature and more qualified can take it.<\/p>\n

    Thank you for being so understand these past few weeks.<\/p>\n

    Terri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA59<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford 1973 Note of Confession<\/strong><\/p>\n

    5\/1\/73<\/p>\n

    I was part of the exploding of the cars of Bombs heading for Cambodia at Riverside this past week. I was glad to do it and I will do everything in my power to undermine America\u2019s war tactics.<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA60<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Undated Letter Implicating Self<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Dear Linda [Swaney],<\/p>\n

    I think that we\u2019d better stop the whole operation. I really think that someone in the church knows that I\u2019ve been taking money. I realize we need the money to keep up our own operation but someone\u2019s got to know. People look at me funny and I saw the police drive slowly past the house twice today. So, Swaney, I\u2019m bailing out. Hope you get by OK. Good luck.<\/p>\n

    Terri<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA61<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Undated Letter of \u201cConfession\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

    I can\u2019t hold this in me anymore, these things that I have done. In 1971 I gave speed to Patti Abbot in Indiana, Pennsylvania. I knew at the time that she was not only a minor but also an epileptic. That night she died of an epileptic seizure. I told Mr. Harold Edison that she had the speed. From that day on everything was down hill. I can\u2019t talk about the children I have been with sexually. However beginning with one death on my conscience. What have I got to lose. I hate [U.S. President Richard M.] Nixon and when I find the means he will be dead.<\/p>\n

    Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA62<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Handwritten Confession Notes<\/strong><\/p>\n

    I am a violent revolutionary.<\/p>\n

    Terri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    I have actively participated in the bombings of several places in California.<\/p>\n

    Terri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA63<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Handwritten Note of Confession<\/strong><\/p>\n

    (Transcriber\u2019s note: <\/strong>While Buford goes with the older spelling of her first name here, it seems the reference to \u201cIndian kids\u201d would place this in 1977\/78.)<\/em><\/p>\n

    Bonnie [Beck] said that Sandy [Bradshaw] tried to keep some Indian kids in jail. When people came to get them out, Sandy said, \u201cThey\u2019re only trying to get them out because they\u2019re Indians.\u201d Then she, according to Bonnie, had wanted them kept in jail.<\/p>\n

    Terri<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA64<\/p>\n

    Dear Pastor Jones,<\/p>\n

    Please forgive me for all the children I have molested. I just can\u2019t stop.<\/p>\n

    Sincerely,
    \nTeresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA65<\/p>\n

    (Editor\u2019s note: <\/strong>The first two pages of this note are missing.)<\/em><\/p>\n

    -3-<\/p>\n

    And I hate my mother more than him. I could kill her easily for going to bed with me when I was little. If I never saw the name of my mother Virginia Buford again I would be happy. And my father, Charles, is a bastard too, I\u2019d like to hack him up with a hatchet. Last but not least I hate my sister, Carolyn, she\u2019s the worst. She is solely responsible for the dyke that I\u2019ve turned out to be. If I ever see my mother, father, or sister again, I\u2019ll kill them all with pleasure.<\/p>\n

    Terri Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA74a \u2013 74b<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Handwritten Note of Confession<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Dear Pastor Jim Jones,<\/p>\n

    Please forgive me for my homosexual activities. Rosemary and I have repeatedly had oral-genital sexual affairs. I need your forgiveness and whatever guidance you can give me to cure me of this compulsion. I know its wrong but how can I change. Now I\u2019ve been to bed with Vanessa too. I\u2019m sorry. Please help.<\/p>\n

    Respectfully,
    \nTeresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-AA75<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Handwritten Note of Confession<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Please ask God to forgive me for my active lesbianism and for the fact that I am a violent revolutionary.<\/p>\n

    Teresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

    —-<\/p>\n

    <\/a>BB-7-AA76b<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Letter of Resignation, Fall 1972<\/strong><\/p>\n

    Dear Pastor Jones,<\/p>\n

    I am writing to inform you that I am quitting Peoples Temple Christian Church. I have seen Rev. Kinsolving\u2019s articles in the [San Francisco<\/em>] Progress<\/em> and I am disappointed that Peoples Temple will do nothing against Lester Kinsolving. I regret I have to part so curtly, but this \u201cturn the other cheek\u201d stuff only goes so far. If the church won\u2019t speak out against this man, then I think it\u2019s time we parted ways so that I can take ACTION NOW! I am determined that I shall bring about Lester Kinsolving\u2019s social\u2014political\u2014and journalistic downfall.<\/p>\n

    Respectfully
    \n\/s\/ Teresa J. Buford
    \nTeresa J. Buford<\/p>\n

    —–<\/p>\n

    BB-7-F1<\/p>\n

    Teri Buford Typed Note<\/strong><\/p>\n

    suicide if apprehended by police
    \nwarm feeling, experience but
    \ndoesn\u2019t judge J love by it
    \nnot interested in immortality<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    BB-7-AA4 Teri Buford Handwritten Note Jim\u2014 I will absolutely never leave. Teri —– BB-7-AA5 Teri Buford Handwritten Note Jim\u2014 Have had no sex with any one since coming to the church. Teri —– BB-7-AA7 (3) 1\/18\/76 and I tried to kill Jim Jones tonight. I planned it and reached at him and I had the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":0,"parent":127477,"menu_order":4,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-127527","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/127527","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=127527"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/127527\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":127918,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/127527\/revisions\/127918"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/127477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=127527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}