x-4-m-1<\/p>\n
Dear Dad,<\/p>\n
I do not know all the details about what the Medlocks are trying to do. I did hear the figure $18 million which seems outrageous. In fact, any amount of money is outrageous.<\/p>\n
I am willing to testify against them or do whatever I can to discredit any statement they may make against you or anyone in this cause.<\/p>\n
Thank you, Dad,
\nClara Johnson<\/p>\n
6-12-78<\/p>\n
—–<\/p>\n
x-4-m-2a<\/p>\n
July \u2013 78, Self Analysis, Esther Mueller<\/p>\n
1 (Hospitality) The way I see people. I speak & say good morning or Hello & smile. Marcie said a few days ago to me that she didn’t think I knew who my friends were. My closest friends & the best I ever had is you, Marcie & children \u2013 I have spent almost half my life with you.<\/p>\n
2. (Commitment) And someone came in to hurt this cause, I would not talk or tell them anything except how beautiful it is and would not want to be anywhere else but here in Jonestown.<\/p>\n
3 (Criticism) I think we learn through criticism<\/p>\n
4 (Intellectualism) I do not see myself as being a big shot. It takes a good set of brains & education to be one. However if Jim Jones told me to do something that required such, I would die trying because if he told me to, he must have<\/p>\n
—–<\/p>\n
x-4-m-2b<\/p>\n
confidence in me that I could.<\/p>\n
5 (Reaction to authority) I believe in following instructions of one who is in authority.<\/p>\n
6 (how you feel about dad & the cause) You are okay in my book. Only to do what is pleasing to you & the cause. I do wonder if I think I haven’t pleased you. In anything that is required of me to do.<\/p>\n
(7) (How you see yourself) Mistakes, faults & not perfect. I have come a long way & still have a long way to go.<\/p>\n
8 (react to death) Not afraid of jail or death. There is better behind bars. No better way to die than for a worthwhile cause.<\/p>\n
Jim Jones put his life on the line for all. So I am no better than him.<\/p>\n
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