{"id":29438,"date":"2013-07-25T17:04:42","date_gmt":"2013-07-25T17:04:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alternativejonestown.com\/?page_id=29438"},"modified":"2023-01-17T17:50:20","modified_gmt":"2023-01-18T01:50:20","slug":"oshea4","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=29438","title":{"rendered":"I Do Not Love You"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">I do not love you<br \/>\nLike they think I should<br \/>\nNo rapid heartbeat<br \/>\nNo fireworks<br \/>\nNo music in the air<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">Instead you point a gun<br \/>\nAt my head<br \/>\nAnd tell me to say<br \/>\n\u201cI love you\u201d<br \/>\nBut I don\u2019t<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">I don\u2019t care<br \/>\nIf you pull the trigger<br \/>\nThis is the one thing<br \/>\nYou cannot have<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">\u00a0<em>Teri Buford O\u2019Shea<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>(Teri Buford O\u2019Shea was a frequent contributor to <\/em>the jonestown report<em>. Her other poems in this edition include <a href=\"http:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=29435\">Deitrick<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=29436\">Homecoming<\/a>. Information about her recently-published book <\/em>Jonestown Lullaby<em> \u2013 from which this poem is taken \u2013 appears <a href=\"http:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=29437\">here<\/a>. Her previous writings appear <a href=\"http:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=17025\">here<\/a>.<\/em>)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I do not love you Like they think I should No rapid heartbeat No fireworks No music in the air Instead you point a gun At my head And tell me to say \u201cI love you\u201d But I don\u2019t I don\u2019t care If you pull the trigger This is the one thing You cannot [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"parent":29487,"menu_order":2,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-29438","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/29438","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/6"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29438"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/29438\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":121326,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/29438\/revisions\/121326"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/29487"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29438"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}