{"id":32709,"date":"2013-07-25T16:49:43","date_gmt":"2013-07-25T16:49:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alternativejonestown.com\/?page_id=32709"},"modified":"2014-03-13T23:39:26","modified_gmt":"2014-03-13T23:39:26","slug":"tapesekules","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jonestown.sdsu.edu\/?page_id=32709","title":{"rendered":"Judging Less, Understanding More"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes a memory lies dormant for years before rising to the surface, demanding attention. So it was for me with Jonestown. A few months ago, I realized images from November 18th, 1978 had been haunting me ever since I&#8217;d seen them on TV as a teenager. Prompted by <i>something<\/i>-perhaps I&#8217;d subconsciously taken in reports of the 25th anniversary-I found myself suddenly obsessed with the need to understand what went on in Guyana. How did it come to this? Who were these people the reports called &#8220;cultists&#8221; and &#8220;victims&#8221;. Who was Jim Jones, and how and why did he do it?<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\">The first thing I did was look up the story in newspapers from the period, but their depiction of events was typically shallow and sensationalist. They told me nothing. Next I got hold of the transcript of the &#8220;Death Tape&#8221;. That only deepened the mystery. It was a missive from an utterly alien society, but it was one I felt an even more urgent need to understand from the inside-as far as that is ever possible.<\/p>\n<p>By this time, I was pretty sure I wanted to write about Peoples Temple. Although I plan to write it in novel form, I knew I could do it justice only if I could relate intimately to the people involved, up to and including Jones. I tried to suspend preconceptions while I read a dozen books and reviewed the material on the Jonestown website. I thought-I think-what happened has tremendous relevance to what&#8217;s happening in America today. (Don&#8217;t ask me how. That&#8217;s why this is going to be a novel, not a magazine article!)<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, this is why I ordered tapes.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\">I wanted several things from them. I wanted to understand Jones&#8217; charisma by listening without prejudice to his early preaching, and to track the changes as he acquired his following. I wanted to evoke the Jonestown scenes I&#8217;d read so much about, including the White Nights. I also wanted to fit Peoples Temple into context and to clarify the radical position of Jones, so I ordered a number of tapes of Jones reading the news in Jonestown and quizzing the members. I also tried to identify tapes that conveyed the everydayness of life in Guyana without the hysterical edge of 20\/20 hindsight survivors&#8217; reports.<\/p>\n<p>As I listened, I became thoroughly immersed in my research and reasonably well informed. I expected a <i>frisson<\/i>, and I wasn&#8217;t disappointed. The level of connection I felt to these people multiplied off the scale. There definitely had been a point at which I thought I&#8217;d have to give up the idea of a novel because I couldn&#8217;t feel an iota of sympathy for Jones himself. If I couldn&#8217;t release my reflex to despise him, how could I possibly relate to the people who were drawn to him? Gradually, though, I managed to judge less and understand more, and the tapes helped immensely.<\/p>\n<p>Currently, I&#8217;m finishing another novel (and, not being of independent means, writing stuff for a living.), so have had to put this on ice. I hope the delay won&#8217;t dim the passion-although there&#8217;s no sign of that happening so far. There&#8217;s one tape I still haven&#8217;t listened to, which I&#8217;m saving until I&#8217;m ready to dive back in and write. That of course is the &#8220;Death Tape&#8221;. And it&#8217;s partly thanks to the other tapes that now its transcript reads completely differently than it did a few months back.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes a memory lies dormant for years before rising to the surface, demanding attention. So it was for me with Jonestown. A few months ago, I realized images from November 18th, 1978 had been haunting me ever since I&#8217;d seen them on TV as a teenager. 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