[Handwritten heading: ” Sandra L. Bradshaw/ Witness: Christine Lucientes”]
This is going to be quick – but I have thought some about it – but not all the way through – but here goes anyway…
One thing I was thinking was that we could stay here – and keep on working – as we have been – using this as a base – change our tactics enough to keep our head above water for a while longer. And some of us get put in jail or whatever – and the others of us can keep on going long enough to get the rest out of jail on bail –
Then we could get some explosives – and put them all around the church – (make sure we have enough to kill everyone inside) and at the same time – we could have several of our trusted people be blowing up all of our church property at the very same time that the church and all the people in it would happen…
(We could put all our animals in the house and take care of them also)
however – J and the most trusted would not kill themselves at this time… they would leave and go about the country blowing up more things and killing mother fuckers – (and if they get caught and put in prison – they would have to deal with that – either to stand fast or to kill themselves)
all this time – we would be sending out documentaries on why we did the blowing up thing … like we planned before
this plan is not thought out in all angles yet…
One thing – I do not in any way feel that we would be able to make a go of it leaving the country – the people are not able to accept other standards etc. and all the change that it would bring… I think we should stay here and make our stand in America – I would like to fight it out here (not literally maybe – but if no other way – yes) … but I do not feel we can leave.
I feel that we are going to fragment in either case – and I think that if we can “compel” as many of our number to leave this plane – before they all defect – better ahead the cause will be… I feel that if and when we are gone – the cause will probably die anyway – this world is so intrinsically evil – but maybe that is very pessimistic – my feeling is to kill them – before they get a chance to defect – but together as many as possible before the end …
[handwritten PS] (I also think if we made a deal with the government – we could keep together longer – but for what ends?)