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[Handwritten note: “There are several choices for testimony”]
POSSIBILITIES FOR SB TESTIMONY…
I am a member… (Mrs. Ingram if I have to give a name) and I work in Law Enforcement… member 4 yrs.
I would like to share some experiences I have witnessed since becoming a member of PT. I was an atheist when I first came to the church – I had been first attracted by the human service ministry… but the miracles that happened without fail at every service changed my Opinion.
I remember one older woman – Roxanna White of LA. came to a recent service – she had been crippled in a wheel chair for over 5 yrs. Pastor Jones thru the gift of revelation told the woman a number of things about her personal life and spoke the word to her… in a matter of seconds, the woman had been freed from the bonds of her affliction and was running around the auditorium jumping and praising the Holy Spirit working within Pastor Jones.
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Another man – ROY HARRIS of S.F. was called out of a healing service and told that he had had 5 operations on his back – that he could not bend over at all… The Spirit reached out to this man as Pastor J spoke the word – and this brother was doing deep knee bends before the entire congregation. His pain had left him and his bones have become flexible again.
– a woman – ROSETTA FARROW of Stockton had a bad spinal injury which caused Drs. to put her in a 47 lb. traction around her neck… She had lost the use of her arms and legs. She was taking 4 to 8 codeine and radium pills for the excruciating pain she was going thru. Pastor Jones then send the Spirit of love and Diving Compassion to her – and she was instantly healed – She now has complete use of her arms and legs – takes no medication… and has been released from treatment.
another man – JAMES PUGH of RV [Redwood Valley] was healed of many, many things that he was suffering with for so long. He was healed of terminal growth, of heart trouble and diabetes. The life was literally draining from him. Drs. gave him no hope. He came in faith the [to] Pastor Jones miraculous ministry and was delivered from all his afflictions. He now works on a hard physical job for many hrs. a day – even tho he is not a young man by society’s standards – he works with the energy of one 20 yrs. younger than he is.
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– But what I consider equally important as the miracle healings – is the dynamic human services ministry of PT. Thru Jim’s example of genuine love and concern for others… our church has established programs and facilities to meet many varied needs that come to our attention.
Recently one of our Convalescent centers was commended for most highly rated for its level of service and care in the entire Redwood region.
– Many of the college students are formerly drug users and have been rehabilitated thru our church program… one young man was on a $200.00 a day habit drug habit – and when he joined the church – he quit his drug use – and his body suffered absolutely no withdrawal symptoms. He is now working productively for peace and brotherhood.
– there are all races, all religious backgrounds, all educational levels, tho a great percentage of our membership consists of professional people; there are all manner of people coming together to serve god in the highest way – as Jesus did – in service to our fellow man…
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possible questions from him…
Have you ever been healed personally??
Yes – many times – one in particular – was that I had suffered with constant kidney infections since I was a child. My mother had taken me to so many specialists that I was not only losing faith in medical science, but I was resigned that I would have this painful malady with me always. But it was in my very first healing service that I was called out by Pastor Jones personally. He then told me details of my life that I had mentioned to no one in the room. He clapped his hands and spoke the word of healing and relief to my body – and I have never once been bothered with this kidney problem since.
Have you ever seen anyone raised from the dead?
Oh, yes – so very often… I have never seen it fail – when someone suffers a heart attack or stroke or whatever causes them to fall… Pastor Jim reaches out to them in deep love and compassion and they are revived… One such woman was Dorothy Worley who had fallen down a long flight of concrete stairs at a miracle meeting. It was obvious to those around her and to the registered nurses, that her neck had been broken and that she was dead.
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Pastor Jim slowly walked to the back of the auditorium and with an air of dignity and quiet reverence – he placed his hand upon her head and she was instantly revived.
Question – What or how do you account for what you seen of the miracles and power
that your pastor is said to possess?
“I’m not sure how the Spirit works thru Pastor J. – all I know is that he has more power than anyone else I have ever heard, and he only uses it for good.
In fact – as long as. I’ve been here – I’ve never seen him do one selfish act. He won’t even eat until he knows that all of the people have been fed. He makes certain that everyone has a ride home from each church service. When there are things left undone and overlooked by members of the congregation – Jim is the first one to tend to the unfinished task… whether is mopping the floor or unstopping a clogged toilet with his hand. Pastor J takes no thought for himself oe his own well -being… his constant concern is for others.
Past. J is the highest manifestation of LOVE that I know… this is a term that is misused more than any other. I am speaking of love in terms of Serving others and meeting peoples needs – as being the highest manner in which a person can live their life.
and J is carrying out the scriptures according to Math. 25 – by establishing a vast ministry of human service, and is leading thousands of others to follow in his Chris- like example.
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What do you know about $
Are you required to give certain amount
What do you have to do to become a member? Must be willing to dedicate your life to Christ
What do you know about this [illegible word]
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1 – What or who do you see God to be?
God – to me is socialism // if pure socialism were to be cultivated – all peoples needs would be met – all adversity and misery would be alleviated// JJ is the personification of the principle of socialism+// // before I came to the group – I thought god to be the commonality of the universe – that is – something like the common binder of the life force that flows thru everything. I never perceived god as being work, love – as being something very lovingly practical – and of benefit to all people – I guess I thought god was more generous and kind to some than others – and the majority of people at got left out. JJ as the socialist god makes my ideal of ’God’ totally perfect and fair and just. I do not need to reflect on where or who or why of JJ – just that he is – the total profound goodness, love and infinite knowledge and wisdom – full of compassion for the whole of life – to the very smallest of us.
2 – What do you feel is the best course for the church to take now and in the future?
This is a difficult one – I guess it depends on my outlook for the future. I don’t think the future looks good – that is – I do not know if we shall over get out of the mess we are in – the world that is. I do feel that those of us in the church – and others (hardly any) in the world who might be in touch with the ideal, we may get thru this stage. But as far as the hell of the world – I have my doubts that we who are alive now will see any great advancement of levels of thinking and feeling. It seems change for good – sensitivity – is so very slow – and in many ways – Just not feasible In our present consciousness.
I feel that the level of socialist consciousness has to be constantly professed and held as the only answer and the only way – which it is… If a core of us could learn to expound those ideals – changes will come – slowly – but in the end – I cannot help but think – so much of it is useless – I have my doubles that the consciousness of the masses is able to grasp socialism without total destruction of the present world situation.
In this case – it may come down to the fact that even if we don’t get thru this with any great amount of world change – we can say that we tried to live the true principle of life – socialist awareness. That to me is the important thing. So wo go along – with the current – expounded socialist ideals as best we can in the corruption of this society. I would rather the solidarity of staying here and being persecuted – and all going in this way – than to leave in fragments and to watch the weaker of us give in to the evil of capitalism. I would rather see the death of all we worked for than to have people selling out.
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3 – What do you feel about HEAVEN, HELL AND IMMORTALITY?
– heaven – is a socialist + society// hell – is this world exactly as it is – the daily hell of having to live in this corruption – to have to deal with the walking dead, vicious ones around us// to watch our animals being tortured and so casually killed// to watch our childrens minds being penetrated by the insanity of the system// to watch our elders disgraced and discarded// to watch the total degradation of humanity – to see it at every turn – to feel its ugliness within our own being – that is the worst hell ever imagined.
heaven – (to go back–) is a society where the individual becomes important in relation to others// where all needs are met – physical and mental// where wo all feel the importance of working together with minimized self-interest. Where all forms of life is revered – and we are all sensitized to the pulse of life – and have an accepting love and concern. Heaven is a socialistic society – and if that is indeed not heaven – than – that is all I want…
4 – Do you believe in the VIRGIN BIRTH and the Vicarious Atonement? (and who cares?)
– virgin birth – no//// vicarious atonement – no – we all have to carry our own cross – make our own decisions (with the profound example of JJ and socialism) – and we must all ultimately be responsible for the consequences of our actions.
5 – Who in your opinion is the greatest man who over lived??
easy – JJ
6 – What is your main philosophy of Life?
My goal I guess would be toward selflessness – in the example of JJ – and for the purpose of socialism. In my more contemplative moments – I know that I do not expect (or try not to) anything out of life. Why should I even think that I have any right to get any happiness out of life? I have found that as my expectations of life lowered (in my own self-interest) – then the happier I was. I try not to set up any personal goals – I would like to become nothing – I have to work on submitting my will to the betterment of others, and I have so very far to go – I do feel more realistic than I ever have – and am thankful to JJ for the awareness of my limitations – and of my potential. Ho has given so very much – and I am so unappreciative. I hate being human – I hate to face what it means to be me. But JJ’s love and the purpose of have given me hope and a security as never before. And the awareness that thru socialism I can trust others as well and myself – and work together for something worthwhile.
(back up to # 3 – I forgot IMMORTALITY) – to me – this life cycle thing – is like one giant obstacle course – with the plan laid out for each of us – with the end result being
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the same – we all have to learn the same lessons – for our own good and self-awareness. We learn them at different speeds and at different times – in diff. ways. But we all go to the same school. I suppose that if we should ever get thru these grades – maybe someday we might have a choice to quit – to cease to exist. That to me would be immortality – not to exist forever – but to have the choice of not to exist at all…
7 – What do you think the future holds for America?
I think (and I hope to see) that America will fall down completely// It is built on corruption, greed and insanity. It is rotten thru and thru. There is nothing left (was there over?) good in this country. It seems it has always been built on pain and misery. I know capitalism will fall – but not before the final death throes of fascism. This we can expect – /// that in the last days – there will be such horror and destruction and disregard for life, as never before. A giant will be falling this time – and the fall will be great… hallelujah!
8 – Do you believe that any and all kinds of miracles are possible?
yes – I do// I have not the faintest awareness of the tremendous power force of love, goodness, and justice in the universe. We can call it JJ and say it is socialism, I would not even try to analyze the source or all the possibilities of its expression. We are the most highly honored people in the world – to have JJ here with us – to have him just pour out his spirit and his energy for us – to the nth – degree. To have the power and truth of S [Socialism] – as a workable solution to our misery.
My doubts would probably come in relation to the frailty of our human nature. I think probably the hardest miracles are those of changing the individual – that painful and sometimes seemingly unattainable goal of self-awareness. When I see someone like J [Jack] Beam – and that situation – things appear so hopeless – to know that he was in the direct aura of JJ and immersed in the principle of S – for so long – and he did such shit. And to realize the very few people besides JJ that I would ever trust to follow S – that is painful to acknowledge.
But then I see the tremendous miracles of personality change and goal reorientation – to see staunch capitalists be converted to socialists – then how can I question the possibility of any and all miracles.
9 – What do you feel are the faults of the church?
– our pitiful human nature… we take advantage of JJ deep love and compassion – we are so insensitive to the needs of others – and of our own responsibility. I feel JJ’s leadership is the wisest, most loving and compassionate – I do not feel that JJ can be wrong. I trust his judgement and his infinite wisdom – and would
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like to think that I would follow him anywhere. I want to be filled with his spirit and to emulate him as much as I am able.
I feel that we are the faults of the church – we fail to take on each other’s responsibility – and to put ourselves to the test for others. We talk great and shout and dance – but we lose our zest when it comes to practical labor of love – for socialism.
10 – Are you saved and filled with the Holy Spirit?
– yes – I was saved when I was convinced of the rightness and truth of socialism. I was saved when I saw and realized that JJ was the ultimate goodness and source of truth and love and justice. And I am filled with the Holy, righteous, loving spirit of Socialism. It has a hold on me – it has penetrated to the depths of my being – there can be no other way but this one – there can be no other leader of mankind than JJ. We have no other choice but to follow that which is so obviously and consistently holy and Just. There is no place at to go – but to the source.
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SANDY BRADSHAW QUESTIONAIRE APRIL 1973
GOD: S [Socialsm], pure S, all people’s needs would be met, JJ personification of S/JJ makes her ideal of God totally perfect, fair & just
GREATEST PERSON: JJ
MAIN PHILOSOPHY: selflessness, S doesn’t expect or tried not to expect anything out of life as these expectations have lowered/ would like to become nothing & to submit her will to the betterment of others/ have a long way to go but feels more realistic than she ever was. Thankful for JJ for his awareness of her limitations & her potential/ he has given her so much & she is so unappreciative but his love and the purpose of S has given her home & security she never had before
HEAVEN, HELL, IMMORTALITY: heaven a S society, hell is this world exactly as it is (torture of animals, our childrens’ minds being penetrated by the insanity of the system, elderly disregarded, total degradation of humanity. Immortality, mentions learning lessons, and that if one should ever get thru the lesson plan, – the choice to cease to exist
VIRGIN BIRTH, VIC ATONE [Vicarious Atonement]: no[,] carry own cross, make our own decisions (with the profound example of JJ & S)
FUTURE FOR AMERICA: it will fall completely but not before the final death throes of fascism/ in the last days horror destruction & disregard for life as never seen before ( a giant is falling this time & it’s fall will be great, hallalujah)
FUTURE FOR PT: those alive now may not see any great advancement in our lifetime as growth is slow/ need to profess constantly our level of S consciousness/ but doubts the mass will grasp S without total destruction of the present world situation – tho the important thing is that we tried to live the principle of life, S. awareness, would rather see the death of all we worked for than to have people selling out so would rather see solidarity of all staying here & being persecuted than to leave in fragments & watch the weaker ones give in to the capitalistic evil.
MIRACLES: yes, can’t understand as too beyond her understanding/we are honored to have JJ here/ doubts come in relation to changing the individual & bringing the individual self – awareness/ ie JBeam – in the principle so long & yet he did such shit. SB realizes there are very few she trusts besides JJ .
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FAULTS OF PT: our pitiful human nature/we take advantage of JJ’s great love & compassion/insensitivity to others /we talk great & yet lose our zest when it comes to the practical labor of love, for S
SAVED, HOLY SPIRIT: yes when convinced of the rightness and truth of S & realized JJ the ultimate goodness/ filled with in the holy righteous, loving spirit of S. would like to feel she’d follow JJ anywhere/wants to emulate him as much as she is able.
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WORK SHEET
1 – CURRENT SELF – ANALYSIS:
2 – PEOPLE YOU FEEL MAY NEED SPECIAL COUNSELLING, CONSIDERATION, ETC. (due to some problem, pressure, concern etc. they may have – give specifics with each name)
3 – SUGGESTIONS, CRITICISMS, and/or OBSERVATIONS:
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from SB
suggestion for MONTHLY EVALUATIONS:
I suggest having the entire PC fill out a short evaluation sheet each month – to be turned into either CL or TB (say it is to be handed by them directly to the office – and not to be handled by anyone else – to insure privacy etc). These sheets can be folded in half – and with name on the back – and date – and then they can open them and staple them together to J to read.
1 – Current self – analysis: I feel that even if people lie about this – they still have to do some thinking – and even if they say what they think anyone wants to hear – we can still find patterns in their writing. And even can read between the lines to what they may really be feeling etc.
2 – List people you feel may need special counselling, consideration etc. (due to some problem they, pressure, concern etc. they may be have – give specifics with each name)
(this is another way of perhaps saying – who do you feel is a potential traitor this week or month?)
3 – Suggestions, criticisms, and/or observations:
(this may help people – esp. the quiet ones or peripheral – who may not feel they have access to the office. And they may feel they can more readily give their ideas in this way.)
Just a suggestion as to how we may notice traitors – in the making etc. before they really explode. It may not work at all.
I found when reading the P.L. evaluations – that patterns did show up even when different people wrote about the same person, etc.