[Editor’s note: The name Julia appears to be a coded name. It has been designated throughout this document in red type.]
Envelope and handwritten note from Teri Buford to Jean Brown
Jean Brown
P.O. Box 15157
San Franscico, Calif 94115
Jean— The other keys are in your freezer. Also I called that place for Julia and tell her everything is OK there.
Take care—
Teri
If you haven’t already please read [illegible word] envelop in the report to JJ.
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Teri Buford Undated Letter to Jean Brown
[Transcriber’s note: A variation of the two documents at BB-7-D5 and BB-7-D6 – D9 appear here. There are several notable differences, including the text at the first numbered item.
[Several of the names in these notes are likely in code. They are designated by red type]
Jean:
[Handwritten notation]: from Teri
Enclosed is a note to jim — this is a matter that we have discussed before and bascially the decision was left to me. Alot of it was hinging on JJ’s health and that was the deciding factor in all of this. If the other side gets wind of what I have in mind—-it will completely blow it and any information gotten would be useless becuase I am sure it would be no good. Further more it is just risky as hell. So please do the following:
1) to keep Leona [Collier] off your back and also Sandy [Bradshaw]— just tell them that I got a phone patch last night from down there and had to make some immediate changes— so I left immedately. That will keep Leona from being paranoid and I don’t trust sandy not to be leaking messages to the other side.
2) as far as what to tell JJ— he has a good idea of this already so all you need [missing line] the assignment that was once given to Thomas”—- but really I don’t trust half of the people on the radio on that side either— so you can use your own discretion on it but I would just as soon people thought I had split and then there would be no danger of a leak however— if JJ thought that he might get sicker so I don’t know. Maybe just pass the message to him alone in the room later in the evening when he is up on the project and just ask to just have him in the room. Or just him and Julia—– I wouldn’t throw it any further becuase Julia knows about this also—- outside of Julia and Jim this has not been talked about.
3) as far as [Peoples Temple attorney Mark] Lane and [author/screenwriter Don] Freed goes– they were told in Guyana that I was only comming back here for a few weeks while you were in Guyana and that I would be returning when you returned so all they need to know is that I went to Guyana. They will never check it out and I don’t plan to be vocal so they won’t be hearing anything from me one way or another in terms of the press or something like that. When they go to Guyana again you can just say I am out of the country taking care of dc finances– I don’t know. I would not think it wise to discuss what I am doing with them– especially on the phone for reason that they are tapped and maybe we are too. [Peoples Temple attorney Charles] Garry is used to me sneaking off to Guyana behind his back so that should be no trouble for him.
4) from time to time as soon as I find some thing out I will be getting messages for you to you– somehow— so keep your ear open for anything unusual– and read things that may seem routine carefully before throwing them out.
The note enclosed is for Jim. If you want to read it that is your right. I have writte nothing specifically about finances in there so there is no information in there that you are not privy to already. Basically— it states why this is happening now. I have discussed this with Jim many times and I guess the time came to shit or get off the pot—- so that is what is happening. I will be checking the chron [San Francisco Chronicle] and [San Francisco] examiner daily— to see what is happening and also will keep on top of the court cases so I will know what is going on so I don’t be doning something stupid at the precise wrong moment.
If I find that I can’t learn anything from the fools I will be back—- as soon as I am sure that nothing is to be accomplished. My reasoning is all layed out in the note to JJ and further—- it was explained in detail in Guyana.
Teri
[Handwritten notation]: My keys are in your freezer – please discuss this with no one but JJ – Tom [Adams] of course will figure it out but no one else please
please do be careful about radio communication
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Teri Buford Typed Letter to Jim Jones
CONFIDENTIAL
To: Jim
From: Teri
As you know by several letters I have written you in the past few months– I am extremely upset with one the state of your health and two our inability to expose the other side. Although things seem to be getting better there is still something going on – which allows for people to get hold of such people as that radio operator just a short time before [Peoples Temple attorney Mark] Lane and it goes on and on. It is clear to me that there is a very orchestrated movement against us– and frankly they are doing such a good job of it that– it may be never that we get to the bottom of it. At least that is my feeling. I don’t know how much longer you are going to live. I heard you on the phone patch the other night and you could barely get out the words. I asked Tom [Adams] to pass a message asking how you were as per your instructions and Tom said “why should I he is obviously critically ill– anyone listening to him can tell that.” I passed a message the other night about something that would really be to be expected from the National Inquirer [Enquirer] and you went into a full fledged attack. Leona [Collier] told me that you had three before she left. I keep getting messages on the radio Robert is very sick I know that no one would be making this up becuase I made it quite clear when I left you that I was going to be making alot of decisions based on the state of your health. So time is short. Sorry to say life hasn’t been more pleasant than a continual hell of demands and demands and demands.
Despite what others may say about our collective paranoia– I am convinced of the effort against us– I heard them talking under the house— I heard Dennis Banks [American Indian Movement leader] first hand— I know that the AG wouldn’t be moving in your direction if [Tim] Stoen wasn’t pushing behind him. These things that others may view as contrived I know as fact becuase I expreienced them first hand.
I believe strongly in Peoples Temple and the people that are trying to make it work. With all of our faults (and I believe we have many) it is still the most decent place in the world– without question. Naturally, I have my conflicts as I am sure you have yours but none of them are insurmountable and I believe I have faced just about every personal conflict in regards to you that a person is able to have—and I feel that my respect for you is not based on any illusions of trust or personal love becuase I know quite well that is not the case— I don;t expect it and it doesn’t bother me. From time to time I get respectful of those who had children when I gave mine up— but I should have been more firm about what I wanted at the time– so you are not to blame for whatever grief I may feel there. And I know practically that I did the right thing. All I am trying to say is I don’t feel that I can be shaken at this point by anything that anyone says or does becuase I think at this point I have faced the brut facts of life and have no illusions about much. I know you have talked about me to many. I know that you talked about me to Debbie [Touchette] as I read a note that referred that a conversation that you all had— so I am braced for that and nothing she can say at this point could by anything worse than what I already think. And I am old enought to know that you take us all on our own merit one day at a time– action by action so I don’t care what happened a year ago or so.
At this point I find my self in a very odd situation. That is— that alot of the stuff that the church is presently in trouble for– I organized– did and carried out. If you wanted to call me a provacateur it would get the church most neetly off the hook. I would not sue. I have discussed this with you before and you also felt that it would work. Naturally I hope it doesn’t come to that– but I am willing to take that if that is what it will take. I would like the see the stage set so that you all could go to Russia— I think that there will be safety for the people there in the event of your death and also in terms of survivial alot of the pressure will be take off of you as a single leader and I know you would like to
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just get out of that role for a while. I feel and strongly believe that at this point there are only two people that the conspiracy would even consider talking to after Debbie. Who needs to talk to others after they have talked to Debbie— everyone else has less information. So the only two people who have more are myslef and Carolyn [Layton]. Carolyn is obviously not credible becuase of Kimo [Prokes Layton] and it would be cruel to Kimo to think that his mother was a agent-provacateur all his life. My case– although– I am sure all will be synical — is more credible — I have taken the most radical positions of anyone in the group (which some say is the first indicator of an agent-provacateur)–having lost several children and for a period of time — thinking myslef “in love with you”— these would be a personal motive on my part from a feeling of rejection that Carolyn would not have—or perhaps the feeling that you wanted Kimo and not mine— I signed the last bit of finaces out of my name— Marcie [Marceline Jones] is mailing one en route and the other I sent down to Carolyn to get signed and done with. So from this point on I am completely out of the money and have no control thereof— whereas Carolyn is not yet in that position. Frankly— If I don;t fuck up and get myself in alot of trouble there is a possibility that Stoen in particular would be quite interested in cultivating a working relationship– given he came to me and not me to him. (I know that this whole Idea seems crazy and radical but then again when someone is dying what choices are there—)
I really want to be in a position to pass releavant information to you through a disinterested thrid party and then you can use that to catch Stoen. This I know will take some time and I am not expecting miracles or even for it to work at this point. If things get out of hand— well— you can call me every name in the book. The person that organized all the illegal activities at PT— on the other side— it will be obvious to all that I am an agent. I will try to stick to some guidelines and get messages to you from time to time but I will stick to the basic frame work. 1. of trying to get information. 2. if step one doesn’t work I will consider taking the tactic that I wrote you about— that is of speaking out against— but I don;t know if I am able to pull that off without going completely mad. 3. the would only the a final thing— If I had really blown it and that is the final solution that I wrote you about and said was able to be done without flaw. You could use it for whatever– but I would naturally hold off on any such final solutions in that I don’t know what the effect would be on you– until I was sure that all other avenues were closed. (also— if things started to go better for the Temple on its own or you all got to Russia— I would feel free to abandon this idea.)
I also wanted to Calrify one thing also. I noticed that Jean Brown wrote me up for having Jim Randolph go through the money with me while Jean was gone— but I know organizationally that was stupid— but I have been planning this move for motnhs and I didn’t want any slip ups in the counting of the money and that is why I also gave the other books to Paula so in the major cash and the petty cash someone else had the count on the money — so as to prove that I did not take one cent of black peoples money for this. I am going to try to do this without stealing from the church. So on the surface it looked stupid— but every cent of money is accounted for and as for the international accounts– they are all out of my name now.
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Another factor in this whole mess is the fact that I know you are exceedingly anxious about a number of situation none of which we have been able to get any information in despite the dact that we have sent Lane to Florida– have Garry calling the DA four times a Day— numerous diversions all coming to nothing. Daily on the radio are desperate pleas to find something out and I don’t know what to do. I am frustrated beyond all believe. I have run out of ways to find the information. Hoave no one that would be willing to sell the information. Can’t even find Debbie Blakey in this little city. It is just upsetting— very much so to hear people begging– saying that you would feel so much better if you just knew thus and so and our being completely unable to produce anything. Maybe becuase we can’t come up with anything — it is assumed that we don’t care but the fact is I don’t know how Jean feels and I try to keep it light joking about kidnapping the DA and beating the information out of him but the only way I can see to get this information it is to get it from the other side. Maybe this won’t work. But I get the feeling from the people on the radio that they are desperate for anything to make you feel better. The two minutes I talked to Harriet [Tropp] the other night she sounded utterly depressed completely unlike Harriet. So it all boils down to — do I have the nerve enough to do this— to be like if it is successful but to be classified as an ass and maybe worse traitor by the whole group if I don’t succeed which is probably the case – can I take that kind of group sanction. I guess the question no longer comes to can I take the group hatred but moreover can I live with myslef if I don;t do everything possible knowing the condition of your health., hearing daily begging, and not respond. Naturslly you will never tell anyone to take risks. Frankly this is less risky than other endeavors. — I really have nothing more to say othr than I terribly depressed by all of this— I am afraid that I will fail— I can’t stand daily asking on the radio and being able to produce nothing– knowing that the lives and survival of people depends on your survival because right now the organization will not stand without you and we would have mahem. and as I said before– please don’t interefer becuase I want to do this right and if I don’t get a chance to prove myslef– then I will forever be paranoid.
Also I am enclosing several declarations that I wrote that will have me thrown in jail and Tim Stoen too anytime you want to show them to the authroities— so you have complete control— anytime you want me out of the picture— you have my signed thing that will get both me and Tim. This is to show you that I am leaving my life in your hands. I don’t know what else to do to prove my intentions.
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I know that this is nothing less than a major move and I know also that you will have massive conferences discussing my loyalty and I just think it is time that something get done. I know I can take it and I don;t know that others can. I don’t claim to be without hostility—- but I don’t feel that my hostility is organizationally destructive— unlike some who claim no hostility and are more destructive than those of us who own up to conflicts. And some of this may be cop-out-itus– that is not wanting to watch you die– not wanting to watch Mrs. Thomposon smother you to death— I must admit that I have seen a terrible deterioration in your helath since her return. That kind of shit makes me hostile. But I think that it is absolutely characterless for people to speak out against a belief and an organization on the basis of personal likes or dislikes.
I guess the deciding factor in this is that I would never be able to live with myslef if something happened to you and I was not able to have done something that I thought was right to help. Obviously however they have been playing on people has been quite an effective technique— but I can only say that it won’t be the same in my case. If I waited for you to instruct this— it would never happen for one consideration or another. Also I fully realize that if the other side figures out what I am up to— then I will be in serious trouble an probably do alot of time in jail on alot of things. I know the consequences of this. I also know that if you try to interfere that you will just ahve a suicide—at any point—be it now—be it jail—whatever—I will just go into the final stage of the plan which may not be necessary at all and finish it off. I hate to put it that way but if this is the last thing I do in my life I would like to do it right. Please remember that I was gone for 6 months out of the country last year and months and months the years before that by myslef handling the finances and that was really not much different in terms of risks. I can also assure you that I won’t be going after any finances—had I wanted money I have had ample access at all ties— and I don;t care about money-so you can send CL [Carolyn Layton] and Maria [Katsaris] on a trip if you feel it necesaary against me— but I think I have well proven that I don;t care. Further— you know how I feel about who can be trusted in that area. Venie only.
Please don’t put anything over the radio on this — or I will be getting all sorts of no good information ebcuase they will have figured me out.
Another motivation for doing this— is that little we are doing is effective. Lanes work has had the best response I have seen as far as community pull and with the exception of Garry the response has been good. But take Sunday for example. We had meetins and counseling from 9 am in the morning til 10 at night. I started my work at ten PM after listien to problem after problem after problem;. When are people ever going to grow up and stand on their own two feet. I don’t know.
I will enclosed some papers to show my good faith. I took a stand against Stoen in the Law shit and have him very pissed off at me at this point so this whole thing is going to be tough but it might in fact make it more realistic. Becuase somehow he would not think that a person that just attacked him the hardest would be out to infiltrate. At least that is my opinion. But he may be so mad that it won’t make any differnce. I don’t know how it would go.
I don’t know what else to say. I believe what I am doing is right. I can only go on what I am hearing on the radio— but you are sounding worse and you were in terrible shpae when I left. I am sorry to worry you— but I don’t think that anyone else would be workable or credible at this point. I know you will keep and eye on Detrick [Marlon Deitrich Porter] and I don’t care if everyone thinks I am horrid— they already do anyway—/
Respectfully– as always
Teri
PS The only way I will ever feel trusted in the organization again is if I suceed in this so please don”t interfere
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