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S.A.T Personal Reports
JERRY LIVINGSTON : Is getting to the point where he does not give a damn about living or dying or anything. He fears the idea of being tortured or one of the family being tortured, but as you said, you can take so much then pass out. If anything would happen to you there would be a lot of crazy people here and we or I would have to organize to snuff out traitors. Would kill his wife or child.
SEX: His desires are still geared toward females who are attractive tu it is too much hassel and little to be gained by fucking. Most of the time he is turned off to sex, it is repulsive and jacking off takes care of the need. He thinks of a blow job occassionally but he does not want to be fucked in the ass as he is not a masochist. He is glad that he does not have much of a sex drive. He carried a weapon one time about 2 months ago and felt very uncomfortable and self-conscious about it. He patrolled behind the dorms and was glad he didn’t have to carry it around a lot of people. He has jealous and paranoid, posessive thoughts about his companion but he has seen it was all in his head.
SOCIALISM: Means one day we will be able to feel secure that there won’t be thievery and that all needs will be taken care of. No more racism, sexism, wars, elitism, poverty and where children can grown to their highest potential to make a perfect society.
STATES: he misses going to a cornor store or restaurant and getting a hamburger coke and candy sometimes but has adjusted.
AMONDO GRIFFITH: Feels bad about spending money on things that he did not need like clothes, shoes rings and a lot of different things. He did not spend enough time at the church like he should have, did not come to meetings.
DEATH: Used to feel that death was something that he never wanted to go thru, when he took the drink he knew that this is it and it felt so good, he feels that death is peace.
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AMONDO GRIFFITH: METHODS TO GET ENEMIES: Would take a Guyanese ship out to sea and hike a ride from country to country until he got to the states and finds our enemies.
IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO DAD: He knows that you want to be strong but at this point feels he can not go without you, does not feel that he would last long. He has guilt that he has not worked as hard as he should, that he stole from the people.
KILLING FAMILY: If any of them turned traitor he would kill them with a smile.
States: Misses clothes, cars, our people back there, shows but would kill himself before going back
SEX: HAS feelings for a lot of sisters and brothers but has kept it under control. Thinks he has gotten over the thing with guns because he used to try and let his gun show thru his shirt now it does not even faze him.
SOCIALISM: Is a step from capitalism into a new society of equality.
EMMETT GRIFFITH:
STATES: Would not go back or even think of going back unless you sent him to take care of enemies and never wants to go back unless it is for that reason. While there he wasted too much money, while communal he received money that should have been turned in. Stole. Played around and brought a baby here that caused you to use your power to save the mother and child. Is very grateful.
DEATH: Not afraid, when on the line was with you most of the time and you showed him how dying was so easy. His only thought when he saw you crying was to kill the ones that caused this pain to you. He learned from you that dying for the cause is his duty. He would be glad to die fighting. Beleives in white nights as for real.
EMMETT GRIFFITH Is prepared to kill his wife and child because the cause comes first. FEARS Spiders or anything crawling on him with a bunch of hairy legs.
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EMMETT GRIFFITH CONT.
IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO JJ: Does not know what would happend, but feels his whole meaning to living for a cause would be gone because he does not feel the cause would last long without you
GETTING ENEMIES: Would try to hunt them down and when he finally did get them one by one he would remind them of all the THING that they have done to you and this cause.
SEX: Is attracted to men and women both, not to children.
TIM JONES Night
DEATH: Does not care if he dies for this cause in serving a good reason like dying for the children to get enemies. Fears being shot and crippled. Feels that he could kill anyone in his family who hurt the cause without feeling hurt taking the life of one is better than taking the lives of thousands.
IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO JJ He would remain in the cause and try to help fulfil whatever there is for him to do by who is in leadership.
STATES: Misses clothes, cars, going places but it is not worth turning against the cause
SEX He feels that he has broken himself of running around trying to fuck every thing in sight. Wouldn’t let sex come first in his life. A gun makes him feel secure but he is sure of himself that just by carrying a gun it would not lead to getting a fuck.
ENEMIES: Thinks it would be too much if one of our people got caught trying to get an enemy, thinks someone’s gang in the states could get the enemies.
MARK CORDELL NATHAR Was a total fuck off in the states. Put you in a bad spot by stealing. When he first came to Jonestown he wanted to go back to the US the first few weeks, but after he helped build the place he never wants to go back even tho he does have a taste for hamburgers, ect. Has gossiped about S.A.T. Resents that they will tell people what to do and write people up for the same
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MARK NATHAR Cont.
things that they are guilty of themselves.
DEATH: Is not afraid of death due to what you and stephen have taught him, being close to Steve as a brother and you as a father.
KARL BARNETT
STATES: Hates the damn facist system and never wants to return, would die here being free before going back to that shit.
DEATH: Prepared to die anytime, you have to be able to fight to be strong, ie. Vietnam, Angola, USSR
GUILT: The way he carried on in SF, never gave a damn about anyone but himself, he wasted money that could have been used here.
SEBASTIAN McMURRY:
DEATH: Does not mind dying because he is going to die sooner or later anyway. Once he was stealing some tires off a car and a white man caught him and had a shotgun pointed at his head. He had no where to run and when the man pulled the trigger his finger froze, Sebastian ran all the way home and when he thought of how close he came to death he stopped stealing. Until his mother got a letter saying that she had gotten too much money on the last check so she was not getting any for the coming month. She was crying. He tried to get a job but could not so he remembered when he stole for fun and how close he came to death. So he went out not knowing if he would come back, he knew he was not going to live forever but he didn’t care because he knew what he had to do. So he does not mind dying for freedom, socialism. He is afraid of closed in places and heighths. He would kill his companion or child rather than to let them be tourtured.
JJ If something happen to you he would die taking all the mother fucking assholes who try to harm this movement.
SEX: Knows he is a homosexual because he had sex with his uncle when he was about 14. Sometimes thinks about having sex with a cow or horse. When he was small
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he had sex with a dog and it felt good.
SOCIALISM: MEANS SHARING,free medicine, housing and not worrying where your next meal comes from and the children can grown up with opportunity.
AL TOUCHETTE:
Has made comments about S.A.T. about the hours they have the light on the roof, they do not have it on during all the hours of darkness. He has said that the S.AT. rovers spend more time in the Pavillion watching movies than roving at night when most everyone was in bed. Disagreed with the handling of weapons because so few have had experience with them.
USA: Does not want to return unless it is for the cause, hates the racism and facism. Does miss the food but does not want to return.
GUILT: Does not always work hardest during work hours, does not take on leadership. Feels guilt being white for the years of oppression white people have forced on black people. Feels guilt for the money he has wasted here on movies and indulgences.
DANNY MOTEN:
JJ: If we lost you there would be no hope for the people and children, would have no hope to live.
DEATH Fears torture, and during a serious incidnet where his life is on the line he worries. He is nervous about holding a gun becasue he does not trust himmself.
SEX: Past relationships have hurt him which has made him strong, has a lot of sexual feelings to females, if his companion turned against the cause he would kill her without hesitation.
STATES: Misses his car, going to the store and getting what he wants.
ENEMIES: Would strap a bomb around himself and go to where the enemy was.
SOCIALISM No racism, all people working for a common good for everyone, being secure medically and having something to live and die for.
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s.a.t.
AL TOUCHETTE:
DEATH At this time he is not afraid to die. Looks forward to the time, but is also glad to be able to be productive to build this cause.
FEARS: Bugs crawling on him, especially cockroaches.
ENEMIES: Would try to get them all together and blow up the building and if that were not possible would try to shoot off as many as possible.
JJ: If his death were caused by an assasination he would do his best to get revenge, on second thought that does not sound practical, the best thing would be to stay here and continue to develop ourselves, he would stay in the movement
RELATIVES: He is prepared to kill relatives if they turned traitor, he would have trouble with Muggs.
STATES: The only thing he misses is the food, but it is not worth the sacrifice to obtain it.
SEX: Knows he is a homosexual. Has had fantasies about screwing animals & children. Also about having an affair with a male.
GUN: At first his ego was blown way up. Now it still is but not nearly so much, now it is more a pain in the ass.
SOCIALISM: Means a chance to change the fascist system. A chance to build a place for black seniors to get away from the white oppressor.
THREATS: In the US right now it is the conspiracy. Also any of our people being killed by racists. Here it is the eternal division that keeps coming up and the unstable activity of the government.
TONY WALKER:
DEATH: Had never actually thought of laying down his life before coming here But after seeing the beauty of Jonestown and understanding more of what it means to us and mainly the children he feels it is his duty to lay down his life. He used to be afraid of wild animals.
JJ: If anything happened to you it would rip him up inside, he would like to
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say fuck it and go to the US and find the director of the CIA and blow his ass away, also the FBI director too, if he failed he would jump at the people trying to get him and force them to kill him. He would follow the chosen leadership. Would kill wife or child if they turned, or to prevent them from being captured.
SEX: He had a homosexual relationship with his cousin at the age of 14. Is attracted to females.
STATES: Still craves food but it is not worth selling out for.
SANDI JONES
FEARS: That the children will be left alive when and if we have a violent reaction here and or in the states.
JJ: If anything happened to you I would die, either fighting the element that killed him, or just die, like with cancer. She would be totally confused because no one loves like he does. Would kill any member of her family who turned and would like to personally take care of the ones who have.
STATES: The only thing she misses is Mona and people in the cause..
SEX: Is unimportant, especially because she has had a recent traumatic experience dealing with sex. Tried to do what she feels her mate wants and needs but does not really enjoy it that much. Wouldn’t want and will not have sex with anybody unless she knows that they have a commitment to you and communism. Is attracted to males
ENEMIES: Suggests bombings, car accidents over cliffs, fires, shooting them in a crowd, Poisone, kidnap and death
SOCIALISM IS a society where the means of production are in the hands of the people
Major Threats: T.O.S. Lazy people, cia, Weather. Facism, takeover, accidents, being caught up in
capitalism. Guyana the committment of the leaders here seems uncertain, internal, security,.
About the division, what Tim didn’t understand, I was the one who said it because
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I know the boat off loading crew thinks security is lazy and everyone tends to hang together. Cleveland agreed.
CLEVELAND NEWELL
GUILT: Feels bad that he expected to come here and find everything plush. In the States he did not give all that he could have, held back on money and did not give time to the cause nor did he take on responsibility
DEATH: When he was on the front line he didn’t know what the fuck was going on, was scared and did not want to die, was thinking of running, hiding, that he was too young to die. Then he thought what the fuck, he would have been dead anyway in the states. You healed him when he should have died
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PERSONAL TO JJ:
BOBBY STROUD: He is very frustrated with his relationship with Daisy, he finds it difficult to communicate with her and feels they have nothing in common. It is a pattern for him to fool himself, he has nothing to offer women, he does not like these types of relationships. He is disgusted with sex. He says that he has not said anything to her about it because he is not sure how she will react. The fact is that he is no good, he does not want any relationship with anyone. He feels it was all based on infatuation. Daisy told him that she had thought about breaking off the relationship because they had so little in common. (he says he did not tell Daisy but Daisy came home and said they Bobby and her had broken off, Daisy is so out of touch with her emotions that MaryLou and Christine do not know how she is taking it in reality.
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