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Analysis of those close in:
TOS [Tim Stoen] – he is the first to come to mind because the recent issue on the floor. Not only do I hold him directly responsible for the trouble CL [likely Carolyn Layton] was in – thus resulting in the “little* product// [likely Jim Jon Prokes]… but. I also hold him directly responsible for the situation with G [Grace Stoen] and the product of that [likely John Victor Stoen]. Both of which I know for certain – are the most painful areas of your life. And I also hold him responsible for you having the [to] go into the area of ’men’ – since he was the first – and he would have pursued it if he hadn’t been caught.
And I feel that what he did the other night was amazing to put it mildly… I felt like killing him. He showed absolutely no socialist awareness and was talking very such like a white Conservative capitalist.
I know you have to trust some people – and he has had lot of trust put in him. But he doesn’t know himself worth beans – and for that reason alone – I do not trust him. I wanted to bring up the fact that he told me in no uncertain terms that he very much enjoyed that relationship etc. (that night I told you about) – but I don’t know how much people can take – and I felt not free to unload all of this on him that night.
I did not see the final conclusion – I doubt that it would matter in my opinion. The damage was done – and in some ass-y cases – I hope it wasn’t irreparable.
When you are gone – I don’t trust him to rely on women’s opinions – I think he has a ‘healthy’ fear of you and that it must remain that way – since he is Indeed very much like a child in many ways. I would hope he would also have a “healthy” fear that if he betrayed this cause – I or someone else would not hesitate to do him in.
I an appaulled at his treatment of you and all you have done. I never liked him – and do even less now – I spoke the truth the other night – the only respect I have for him is in terms of the work he does for this cause – but when I see his responses the other night – I ask – why does he do it? What is in it for him? For I don’t trust his knowledge of himself at all. And he showed no Socialist Mentality at that time – on a very basic issue. I shall continue to watch him carefully – (as I have most of my dealings with him from the start).
Mike P. [Prokes]:
I trust him probably more that TOS – at least in most areas – but I also feel that he has an ’emotional’ lag – of some sort – he doesn’t empathize with people or things enough – he is cold – and insensitive many times. And def. lacks tact. I do think he would probably follow a woman’s advise quicker than TOS – but I still would question how much he would in a pinch. I also question his tenacity – he hasn’t been here that long – and in one PC he sd. he wouldn’t like to be doing this for 5 yrs.
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more – I think he relates to you more as a child – and finds a certain ’comfort’ in being close to you in the work. I wonder how he could carry on without you. He once said that he was relieved when you were not around – or out of town – or whatever – because it meant less pressure – or some such thing – which I felt was just the opposite of the way it actually is.
It is much worse for those in authority when you are not around – and I felt that his statement showed at that time at least – that he was relating as one not left holding the bag – but rather as one who could let up while you were gone.
I basically like him – and feel he has sone good qualities – (such as when he was stepping forward to tell the general congregation that he had been fucked etc. ) I feel he does have more honesty than the usual (esp. for a ’man’) – but I feel he needs the balance of a woman’s decision – and also needs to become more realistic in sone of his dealings, (and more sensitive)
Mike C. [Cartmell]
I basically like him – tho there is a streak of chauvinism that I think runs there – that has to be dealt with – when taking instructions from a woman. That plus the aura of being a “lawyer” – I feel will have to be handled – if you are not around. I don’t question his loyality. But I have my doubts that he would effectively function as a leader ’front’ – with directions coning from women – if he had to. He also I feel needs to develops more sensitivity and tack [tact].
Terry B. [Buford]
I feel she is loyal. I do think she high strung – and over-reacts at tines. She makes me nervous to be around her – she is so paranoid. I wonder about her health – and stamina. And I feel she needs a certain amount of feedback and positive strokes from you – that may determine her functioning in a time when you are not here. I originally thought she was nosey – (and she was at the tine) and I didn’t like the way she put the N.Y. City situation with CRL [Christine Lucientes] and PC to you – like she knew that was what was going on – and that you actually had to affirm or deny it to her. I didn’t like that. I also feel that now that she kind of knows what we are doing – she backs off somewhat – but I still feel that if she didn’t knew – she would still be inquisitive. But I think I basically trust her – I think she has the principles at heart. I like her – but her paranoid is difficult for ne to always deal with – I can’t relate to it in such a degree.
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L.A. – [Linda Sharon Amos] I have no doubts about her// we have had our differences – but not in a long time – she is loyal – and I feel that she is one of the few who will be here come hell or high water. She does have her patterns tho – and I feel she functions best with a balancing opinion (as we all do). But she can tend to get bogged down in details and miss the over-all point.
I like her very much – and feel she is very reliable (if she is not in that ever so slightly insane streak that has cone up once in a great great while).
CL [Carolyn Layton]
You know my feelings about her – I also feel she will be here until the end. We don’t talk much about our deep feelings to each other – Mainly no time… but so many of our feelings go unspoken – seems no need to verbalize then. I do wonder how to ans. her tho when she makes the statement that the little one is just pain to you. How do I counter that one? We don’t talk of him or you in such detail.
Grace-
She is much more balanced than she used to be. I find her reliable even. My trust of her is not that deep – nor do I still like her very much (but more so than before her recent growth.) I def. cannot at all be objective about her.
MJ-
You know my feelings about her – I think – or rather – I know she will stand when you are gone. She is tried and true. – I don’t know how much she drains you these days, but I have no question of her loyality or that she will be here. She does tend to be overly optimistic in my opinion – but then I am a terrible pessimist.
Jack B. [Beam]
don’t like or trust at all
A.J. [Archie Ijames]
ditto – another egomaniac.
PC [Patty Cartmell]
limited trust – I don’t feel she has proven that much that wasn’t an ego investment for her. you knew my feelings there.
CRL-
not at all – traitor ready to happen.
KL [Karen Layton]
loyal – and I basically like her – but she does not function on all batteries – has to be double checked and supervised.
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Paul F. – Don’t trust him – he told me once – he stayed because he was afraid of you. I don’t think he trusts anyone and feel he has lost some perspective – with the things he has done in Bks. – telling people messages from F. [Father] etc. – I think that has gone to his head – and minimized his awe of you. I feel he has to be constantly watched – as illustrated by that story of letting someone fuck him for money etc.
Johnny [Moss Brown] – I feel he wants to do right – but is limited in creativity. I still wonder where he and Ava are in their relationship – as they spend the night together in John’s room when we are in LA (makes me suspicious) – I feel that both he and Ava hold themselves off a bit from the rest of us. But I think he has a basic loyalty to the office – and relates in a childlike manner – but yet he has had difficulty calling the office F. instead of J. [Jim] (which may or may not denote less humility than is first apparent)
Jean B. [Brown] – I like her very much – she is very self analytical// I would trust her to follow thru on most anything – and would trust her likewise on most anything. She doesn’t come up to LA or CL or MJ in my trust level – but I haven’t figured out why – or if it’s just because I don’t have a much contact with her – but I trust her next in line to them – (and that’s a lot)
PJ – If she doesn’t freak out someday – I trust her to stick – but I think in many ways she is an unknown – and PC had to have a ‘crazy’ effect on anyone for that many formative years. I don’t think she knows yourself very well – and is limited in her ability to analyze things to the utmost. But she is very trustworthy if not under a great deal of emotional pressure – condition is away from PC.
Sue C. – trust her to stick to principle and uphold you. But wonder if you were gone – and the organization floating – if she would leave to try to work in some other area for socialism. I wouldn’t blame her if she did – with the pain of seeing you suffer all those years – but her attitude has been very positive recently – and she is a rock when you are gone on brief trips.
Leena – Where is Leena? Too wrapped up in herself – only works within her area – (but that is very good for the total) – but must be treated carefully.
Tish [Leroy] – no – too ego involved. Where is her head?
basically you have a crew of shitheads to work with in my view
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Report on conversation with TS secretary
TS [Tim Stoen] asked me to talk to her about the church etc. and mentioned that JJ wanted us to try to get her in. He (TS sd) she had been loyal and has helped him with church work (don’t) know what kind). And that she has always been closed mouth etc.
So I went to coffee with her and TS – he had obviously talked with her about s – she was well acquainted with our stand.He spoke of the necessary dedication and all // whenever SB asked her a question she would look over at TS and they would kind of giggly – and she would say to TS – “we went over this” – or some acknowledging remark of familiarity to TS. (SB thought it was sickening – it looked like a mutual admiration society of 2)
– anyway – SB asked her to go to lunch sometime after that – and during the lunch conversation – the following points were made:
(1) – SB mentioned her own art experience (the secretary is interested in her art work (which in itself is extremely self-oriented) SB sd. her work had not related to the problems around her etc. (no response from Martha)
(2) – SB asked what Martha’s phil. was – or idea of God – we finally named it as ’Love’ – and she felt that not many people felt it or practised it and she felt alienated in that way. I asked her if she thought that people had the ability (unused as it was) to express love – or did just a few people like herself know how? She sd. that she thought everybody could feel it if they tried.
(3) – then SB asked what her idea of love was. What it would be like if everybody loved each other.
(4) then SB equated her idea (Martha’s idea) of ’love’ with S [Socialism] – and that S was a way of reorientating peoples minds and feelings to a more loving way of living. She thought about this awhile and it finally came out that she was afraid of S because she thought she would have to give up too much of herself and she did not want to do that – she did not want to give up her sleep or her free time or her artwork
she was afraid she would be doing things she did not want to do – I told her I did nothing I did not want to do – I was not made to do anything I did not in actuality want to do. No one force you to do anything under S – you wanted to do it/ She could not relate to this at all – she obviously did not, believe there would be that. degree of freedom under S–
I do not feel she has a positive opinion of S – and I feel that TS should back off what he had told her about extreme dedication under S and whatever – she has a fear of it – and I believe she is too self-oriented at the moment – she is extremely naieve about the world situation doesn’t belive about prejudice and the suffering of others that she might help alleviate. She 1s not ready to actively participate – she made that very clear.
And I question what TS gets in the way of ego boasting from her – she obviously idolizes TB [Terry Buford]
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BB-6-D
1 – the work of SA’s that she thought she found was the “waste” piles I had – when he writes up a summary of an 0T – and it is just a Donation – I don’t bother filing the card and typing that – I just put the card bottom side up and use the opposite side.
(but these should probably be locked up any way as they have names and addresses on)
2 – I think I figured out what work PC was talking about – I think it is the very old work that she had done that L.A. had – and had given to me to add. It was on big cards – (from when she used to do it alone) – and I haven’t had time to add that on – since I glanced at it – and didn’t see anything that really applied to people that come now. BUT – THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP
I see – that it another aspect – since I know the work and the area – I am pretty much able to pick out people that come – now// KL apparently added that old stuff being nice doing so – but I feel if that is the case – it was a waste of time since those people don’t come anymore. For the most part – there is little other than straight typing and filing that others can do – since it is easier for the person doing it all the time to recognize these things.
3 – the tapes – there were some old small cassettes laying in back of my desk – I knew they were there – from what I know – they are nothing – but I had completely forgotten about the big tapes in my filing cabinet – as I was not considering those. I remember – when I got them – (I think from PC??) thinking that they were “special” due to their age etc. and felt that something should be arranged to preserve them etc. and felt not to give them to Mike P. [Prokes] at the time – and I forgot to mention having them.
4 – also on the subject of old L’s of SA’s – L.S. left tons – and I mean literally tons of old L’s not filed – and the big one knows that as I told her I was slowly digging them thru and filing them – but that has been low on the priority list as it is so time-consuming. – I’m sure she was referring to them now that I think of it.
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Paula A. [Adams] – (does she go to school? no record of studying? seems to make a lot of errands – to consolidate & maybe organize better)
Barb C. – Not complete – vsague – could give more details
Claire J. [Janaro] – incomplete – misses whole days at a time
Bonnie B. [Beck] – complete – (could be better organized)
Philip Blakey – not very complete (should write more clearly)
Tom Adams – complete
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BB-6-H2
Complete –
Rita T.
Dan P. – Very complete
Annie [Moore] – honest
Dick T. [Tropp]
Larry – okay
PJ
Debbie B. – Good
Andy [Silver] (?) – Good
Jean B. [Brown] – good
Tom Adams – does not fill in weekends – spends a long time visiting w/ parents & grandmother
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Jim R. [Randolph] – complete
Terry B. [Buford] – complete – seems honest – but wastes time (seems)
Dick T. – Very complete – seems to use time
Harriet [Tropp] – returned hers to rewrite – too small
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From SB
Pam [Bradshaw] would like to move back into my house since she is in town most of the time – for school and working at the hospital.
I could use her at my house to help with the animals etc. since Steve A. [Addison what effect it has gone back to work & Jef is no longer there.
The whole reason she moved out of my house in the 1st place was that I could not supervise her – and she was totally undisciplined. Now – I feel she is more responsible and could do okay at my house.
She could also bring some added money to my household –
I told her I would not make the decision – so I’ll do what others think –
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[2 pages of illegible handwritten notes]
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BB-6-K
boyfriends could break up them.
I’ve got over my fears – I’m ready to die – I am ready to go to jail
I know if J. gets in trouble it will be because of something you did
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BB-6-L1
Have you contacted anybody from the church?
The people you trust might turn against you.
Chris [Lewis] killed one of those BLA & so they would kill anyone who helped Chris –
- Went right in there – got him a lawyer
they will kill you – J – so C. thinks okay – we all die sometime
When you talk to people – be careful who you talk to – you think they are your friends – may turn
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Sun nite meet SF
[illegible word] one for LA
Urgent – everyone be in SF Sun a.m. – bring patients
Custodian [illegible word] we will be there Sun nite
talking to DP was a big mistake some of these people up there didn’t like those girls
he heard run down FK terrible over Teddy (Divide & conquer) – held you up – he kept the door open – he is not trying to keep the people in here
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BB-6-P1
Sandy Bradshaw
Introduction: Chapter 1
1st step of Dictatorship takeover – the private ownership of the means of production. A few large companies make decisions affecting thousands of people & even the country as a whole – without consulting. Large monopolies make the poor poorer & the rich richer – and are run by a very small number of people.
66 million Americans live in poverty or want.
In slave society – the slave power was used to keep slaves down – in capitalist society the state is used in the interest of the capitalists. The class that owns the means of production rules politically – the form of government in the country makes
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no difference. Government will always adapt its policy in the interest of control for the ruling class.
Capitalists pay for campaign funds & control elections.
Woodrow Wilson wrote in New Freedom that the people who ran the government of the US with the combined capitalists & manufacturers of the US, i.e. laws are designed so the rich pay income tax.
The State uses armed force to control its interests in other countries – military strength. 70% of our national budget.
The state sometimes makes small concessions to non-owners to keep revolutions from happening.
Freedom means more than the absence of restraint. What good is a right to do something if you are unable to do it?
In capitalism – only the rich are free. Socialism – planned production for use & democratically controlled
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Sandra Bradshaw
Intro – Chapter 2
Socialism is already a way of life for 200 million. Key socialists – Karl Marx & Frederich Engels.
Class struggle – whether or not you own property determines your position in society. One class lives by owning – the other lives by working.
1st step to higher profits is to reduce expenses. Pay as low wages & get as much work out of laborers.
In capitalist society there is always conflict between the two classes. There can be no harmony – what is good for one class is bad for the other.
The worker sells his labor – often creates “surplus value” – goes for profit to capitalist.
Division of labor allows catalyst to exploit & accumulate more capital.
Free enterprise – a farce – monopoly because competition [illegible word] profits while combination increases profits.
Can fix prices – always can make a profit.
Monopolists failed to pay wages equal to their productivity.
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Distribution of goods in US – most Americans live miserably – wealth is in the hands of a few large corporation owners.
The maldistribution of income is a basic weakness of capitalist system.
Most people don’t have the $ to buy the goods.
Insoluble contradiction – periodic breakdowns – crisis & depression
low wages make higher profits possible to reduce the ability of people to buy things
Capitalism must have depressions – under consumption & overproduction
Wars are necessary to maintain capitalism. Colonies – imperialism
Master-Servant relationship. Backed by the state – the dogs that owns the means of production rules politically.
State exists to enforce the decision of the dogs that control the government
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Re: Melinda B.
Mike & I agreed that we should not report Melinda until we find out if she is at the teacher’s house in Ukiah – TOS [Timothy Stoen] told Tim C. [Carter] only to drive by – so we don’t know if she is there or not.
As she very well could be there – and if we made out an elaborate story & she turned up under the authorities noses – it wouldn’t be good.
Maybe we should have Rita and/or Mary stake out the house –
She apparently liked this teacher & she knew where he lived.
I suggested a vague short “Missing Persons” report – stating she has on occasion acted somewhat on “impulse” in the past (maybe implying she took off on a lark).
If the S/O handles missing persons reports of adults – like they do of juveniles – they only make out the report – really do nothing else.
SB
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RE: SB going to PL in 2 weeks
If I go now… I will not be able to get away again until I quit my job – which may be I suppose at least September since TOS is leaving the area. I should stay until the very last. Also, I think I should be reserved until CET acts up – and then go if necessary. If the only problem now is Mike, Debbie and Paula, and taking Vince [Vincent Lopez] over – I think someone else could do that. But I don’t know who to suggest.
Also – TOS will be leaving his job at approximately the time I would be leaving to go to PL – that may not look very good in terms of our staying in the area.
I don’t mind going now – but since Helen just got back and you will be going soon – I don’t know if this is the most advantageous time for me to know. I do feel that I should go eventually, and maybe take PJ with me (it might help her faith level and commitment) – but with her do stop-by’s in Georgetown for the people on Paula’s mailing list – and get something more started in the way of build up there in case we need it. If I just went with Paula – I would not be able to keep what I was doing from her… these are just points for consideration.
sb
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Laura J. [Johnston] Okay
Harriet [Tropp] (possible to use your bus travel time better?) (Takes long office breaks) gets more sleep at times than some
Debbie B. [Blakey] – (wastes time – watches TV – goes to bed kind of early)
Larry L. [Layton] (please elaborate a bit)
Jean B. [Brown] Okay
June Crym (sometimes gets more sleep than others – organize trips to town & back more)
Laurie E. [Efrein] – Okay
Wanda J. [Johnson] – could be more complete – seems to get a lot of sleep
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[illegible date]
He mentioned about the dream he had of a man – who looked like [illegible initials] – who had died and was in the coffin – and was in the graveyard – the man got up – and [illegible word] of J to let him live – he had formaldehyde in his veins. J thought – oh, you are lucky to have the piece of the coffin – why don’t you take it? – but the man begged – and so J thought – he has brought back many but none like this… but he was doing it… how much he believes in the gift… never a peaceful dream… always the horror – of terrible responsibility…
Shows his character … never can sleep because he is always thinking about us and how we handle our problems etc.
He talked about the terrible pain of his knee … and how he had had a major heart attack this week – the worst ever – started out small – ended up big because of the string the heart was under – with the added pain of the knee etc. … started with the 9– aggravated by the extra last week…
He had taken a carbonated beverage – thought he had indigestion… was given the wrong dosage (6 times) of baking soda – and it was trapped in his stomach – between stomach and bowels… he had to stick his hand down his throat – (still sore) – and release the vacuum – and vomit literally exploded – (4 pans full) and he had to do the same with locked bowels… terrible pain – and he knew he could not die – tho he had not experienced pain like that – we all should go thru that… he said – this is it… medical people Trust factor he is always evaluating his trust of each of us… may change daily… trusts no one completely… but we each prove ourselves in our day by day work… no one closer – loves all the same…
SB
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To read through
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from the 10/74 issue Law Enforcement Bulletin
THE LEGACY OF CARLOS MARIGHELLA
Urban guerrilla warfare – defined as criminal conduct for revolutionary purposes
Terrorism – usually violent criminal activity designed to intimidate for political purposes.
the distinction is in goals sought and only sometimes in methods uses. The guerrilla is working toward revolution. The terrorist acts to focus on a particular grievance.
difference in urban and rural guerrillas: Rural communes used usually as hideouts in this country – particularly by New Left-type revolutionaries, but these rural commune dwellers have not mounted their guerrilla operations in rural areas.
– power of all types – governmental, political, economic, lie in urban areas// – most of those who have become guerrillas in the U.S. come from Urban backgrounds.
Bombings are the most common instrument of the terrorist. –
The terrorist has a political tool – the urban guerrilla has a strategy for revolution…
Terrorism almost always involves violence, bombings, assassinations, kidnappings, and hijackings.
Guerrilla activity can be violent or not – but designed to disrupt the functioning of the establishment, esp thru – expropriation. “the urban guerrilla must be indigenous to create a revolution. But his tactics are not those of the orthodox Marxist revolutionary, thus he does not receive financial support from Marxist countries.
The political terrorist – is often involved in third country operations – and is not physically present in his ultimate target county, and often receives $
they mention the Weatherman and black panthers. – in 1970 the Weathermen went underground
The New Left type guerrilla warfare in the US is seen as part of a “Clearly discernible trend” – in the world.
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“highly, educated, occasionally highly gifted, middle class and upper, middleclass intellectuals slowly succumbing to a revolutionary mystique that incites them not only to condone violence as a means of political struggle, but also to participate personally in terrorist actions.”
(they cite quotes from the first Tupamaro manifesto – 1965// mention the newest urban guerrilla group – SLA – “The apparent catalyst in forming this “army” was visits to black prison inmates in Calif, by revolutionary white youths.
Marighella view of the class struggle holds to the necessity of armed struggle by the urban guerrilla with 2 objectives:
a – the physical liquidation of the chiefs and assistance of the armed forces and of the police
b – the expropriation of government resources and those belonging to the big capitalists… with small expropriations used for the maintenance of individual urban guerrillas and large ones for the sustenance of the revolution”
Marighella has strongly influence the BLA and panthers // “The urban guerrillas theory of revolution is to demonstrate that the government is incapable of fulfilling its primary purpose, that of providing a stable and ordered society/ If this basic function of government is eroded in practice, then the masses will reject the government in power Rejection will come about thru revolution.
Mentions the Minimamual of the Urban Guerrilla.// Marighella sd. kidnapping must be handled so that the public sympathizes with it – and accepts it. (i.e. SLA food relief program)
but the black revolutionaries seems to accept Marighella’s ideas more than say the Weatherman. The Weathermen do not present specific ideologies to replace the structures of government they would topple.
They say none of the urban guerrillas in U.S. have any strategy much beyond revolution for its own sake antecedents for New Left – Che, Debray, Stalin, Lenin
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Che – sd. that is it is not necessary to wait until all conditions for making revolution exist, the insurrection can create them, this “foco” theory was adopted by the New Left – instead of organizing the masses, as a whole, per Marxist dictates, they decided that “a small group of armed insurgents… can act as a focus for the various discontented elements.
Armed propaganda – // Castro used foco theory – in the last 2 yr. period of his warfare – he did not have any political rallies in his zone of operations. Action would replace the sterility of revolutionary oratory.”
(they mention a number of “how to” books on revolution – all familiar…)
the writer says it appears te have these “wars of the flea” – in urban settings/ – in the U .S. we have just the embryo of such a war – and an unorganized embyro – thought deadly to Marighella’s first target – the Policeman/ it could be argued that even if not successful – these disruptions of even embryonic urban guerrilla warfare – may be a self-generating catalyst, leading to further serious revolutionary activity. The irregular pulsation of urban guerrilla activity in America during the past half decade almost defies anything better than if an “if, then” prognosis, tempered by a multitude of economic and social factors.
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[Duplicate of OOO2 – 0004
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WHAT SOCIALISM MEANS TO ME… AND WHAT I WOULD DO TO SEE IT BROUGHT ABOUT.
Socialism to me – means total equality eventually. Not now, not in the beginning – now it means – some people have to work harder to be examples to others to lure them away from the trappings of capitalism – to the ideals of socialism. To just say to people that under socialism, there will be no more hungry babies, etc. – doesn’t seem to make it. Most people don’t get grabbed close enough to make them work hard, to give up things to make socialism work.
It is an ideal to work for – not something we have now – or can probably even hope to have so that we – the workers – can reap the glories and benefits of a socialistic way of life. I feel we are, for the most part much too corrupted by capitalism, to become engrossed in socialism as a replacement. Most of us have not suffered enough, or even if we have, there are still remnants of wanting something that someone else has etc, – it looking appealing in some way or other – an intisement (Sp?) [incitement].
Anyway, I can see that we are going to have a hell of a problem getting most of the people we have now to work and live under socialism. There will always be petty jealousies and comparisons as has been set up by the capitalists. How to get rid of them? When will the big purge come?? When we are all hungry? or on the way to jail?? Somehow, I don’t think so.
Socialism is an ideal… and some of us are idealist in one sense and dreadful realists in another sense. But just because we ourselves cannot be in the new established order that is to come – does not detract from the beauty or righteousness of it.
Socialism + (Communism) is a total re-orientation of our previous way of thinking. A new outlook on not only ourselves as individuals, our work habits, our attitude towards work, our feelings for others, relationships etc. but it is also a complete dying of our present thoughts and ideas, things we have been brought up with – things that seem to be habits, even though J [Jones] example has shown us higher ideals – we are still for the most part in a capitalistic groove.
From the P.L. [Promised Land] … I can see how just and beautiful a complete Socialist way of life would be. To be able to get up in the morning feeling clean, to go to work in any area – that is obviously useful and of value to the collective – even if it is cleaning the latrines. To be doing something worthwhile… to be living for and in something worthwhile…
Now, I am satisfied to have something worthwhile to die for – and hopefully to bring about something more worthy for those to come. It is not important to me that I be able to live under pure Socialism… but more that I have worked to help bring it about – or even to help to destroy the horrible corruption of capitalism. My personal expectations for this life are few. But I do accept my responsibility to work in the PL if necessary to build Socialism and Socialist consciousness there – if that is what I should do.
Tho, by choice, I would like to go out of this hell hole world in a blaze… either of gun fire, getting some (many) mother fucking capitalist… or in one (or several…) big explosions, well placed. That would be my choice. However, I don’t expect that – not so easy…
Instead – what I am willing to do for Socialism – is to keep on living… and fighting against capitalism – and fighting to establish a new Socialist/Communist order – all over the world. I will fight wherever, whenever I get the chance. If something should happen to this cause – I would go on my own – use whatever resources I could muster – and keep fighting – and at least take a good number of our enemies and fascist pigs with me.
I plan to be here and to fight to the glorious end…
/s/ Sandra L. Bradshaw
[handwritten PS: “I will also be nice to traders who return – even if it kills me.”]
Sandra L. Bradshaw
– sees S [Socialism] as an ideal for later
– some must work harder than others to be examples
– she would rather go up in a blaze , but doesn’t expect it to be that easy
– doesn’t relate S to herself personally or the ways she falls short
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Security
1) Meet with Marie Lawrence (find out what she is doing?)
2) Get full lists of Security – SF, LA, RV
3) Work on projects for security uniform – $ – Chris [likely Lewis] said he would be responsible in SF
4) Set of Rules – what is expected of them – flashlights
5) Give search & seizure to Chris Tuesday for him to Xerox
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Bradshaw reaction to Defection of Eight Revolutionaries
NOTES from the L of the 8
– the staff has wiped out progressive & revolutionary thought. The 8 know that some of them were kept out of staff by staff because their ideas were and are too progressive and black/ anyone with an active mind is called queer in a degrading manner.
– they know there is too much on J and he has to rely on staff/ this puts J in a vulnerable position because staff has lied and give him wrong info & support the wrong biases.
– in terms of choice of staff Christine Lucientes, who is suicidal & once walked out of the church because of hostility, & who failed nursing school, was picked for staff, yet Jan Wilsey who stands faithfully at the door was not chosen.
– If J went to jail the staff would let him rot there but the 8 wouldn’t
– the 8 wanted to get the children – the rest of the group wanted to go on if J doesn’t meet with them.
– they are mad Chris Cobb wasn’t allowed to get a new car.
– said don’t believe in religion, reincarnation, God hereafter/ only believe in today, don’t look it the future or part/ staff would let J rot in jail but “we won’t”/
– they said Mike and Sue [Cartmell] were doing their own thing in Oakland/ that they took money out of the college fund and didn’t put any in.
[Handwritten addition: “They said ‘this is a multi-million dollar operation.’”]
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From SB
K:
- Slander his reputation – lots of cross – C’s – to all his contacts in the East – even if several people here to be assigned there for a period of time
- Stake out his house – & business routines –(G) etc.
- I assume – short of sending him to New York – (some of which I’ve suggested previously)
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from SB
RE: L.A. Visitation and calling
I don’t know if you want to deal with this publically or not – but from going over the L.A. files reports given by Rhonda Fortson – I have found the following:
1 – there is (appears to be) very little actual contact and calling being made – there are a small number of people doing calling – (and probably not all very competent representatives) – it seems that Rhonda does few calls – (even with her other jobs – it would seem she could do at least ‘several’ a day – but this is not so.
2 – on their calling and visitation – they seem to be going over and over the same people. Follow-up should be done – but they are not reaching enough people.
3 – I have found few – or no – listings of visitations or calls from either Johnny or Paul – Maybe they don’t report then to Rhonda and that committee – but neither do they give ne a schedule or any accounting for their time (for possible suggestions of improval etc.)
For example – listed the weeks report of July 11, – (not clear exactly what length of time this entails) – Dorothy Brewer made 1 call on 6/29 and 4 calls on 7/2/
on the Suspension calling for the same date (July 11) – there were
7 calls made by Sheila Cole on 7/1
8 calls made by Gary Tyler on 7/1
4 calls made by Rhonda F. on 7/1
6 calls made by Helen Cole on 6/29
listed on the sane report was the figure of 158 on the Regular Suspension list (Members that have missed 4 Meetings)
and 189 – of Suspension II – those who have missed 12 or more Meetings (there should be MUCH more contact with these people) (these have no phone)
and 533 of Suspension III – missed 12 or more meeting – these people have phones – so def. SHOULD be contacted.
I know for a fact – that there are Many, Many people who have for 1 reason or another stopped coming – (many OT’s don’t come anymore) – and I think this should be a major phase of L.A. leadership.
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Latest 9/16/73
MESSAGE FROM BONNIE AND ALL CONCERNING JIM COBB:
A.J. thought that if names were mentioned in TOM KICE report – it should be followed up that we have heard from them…
Bonnie sd.: that CHRISTINE COBB left home today – and nobody knows where she went… Albert is at Christine’s painting the house… Wanda Johnson is at PT
there is a letter from JIM COBB to DANNY PIETLA:
JIM Cobb says – Wayne is somewhere else… he loves – you… He wanted me to see you – he cried during a meeting – we had because he felt you had been hurt by his leaving – he wants you to read Lenin, Cha, Marx, Castro
– He wants you to follow JJ – he is the only Soli…
The reason they left has nothing to do with JJ or you// We have some things we feel need to be done. Wayne wants you to know that he will be back – keep yourself together Dan – I hadn’t planned to write to [so] I’m unprepared – Always ask why – when you don’t know
– the 8 of us love you and will see you a little later.
signed Jim Cobb
AVA talked to SHARON COBB – and Jim Cobb told her they were going on a “special mission” – It would look real bad – but that was to keep the church clear…
(Sharon never asked why Mickey T. was going and not her) – Sharon says she is worried about their “souls” she says it doesn’t bother her…
Jan Wilsey has a thing with Mickey T. – and she sd. Albert was mad at JC because he took his sister away – but Jan sd. Albert didn’t go because they didn’t ask him… Bonnie thinks Jan is covering up things
Becky Flowers – goes to school – then to dorms and locks her room – her mother is putting a trip on her – “don’t do to me what Lena did, etc;”
Re: WILSON HAS A PRIVATE DETECTIVES (not certain) AFTER JOHN B. [Biddulph] – Wanda Swinney sd. this at the concession stand— Phillip Blakey sd. they had gotten the license plates from detective… (will check into this more)
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Jim Cobb: Spring, 1972, threatened Tom Adam’s life in dormitory: said he’d be the one that would be “taken care of” in future.
Terri C [Cobb]:
Wayne: spring 1973, molested 13-year-old girl (Yvonne) (then offered her clothes etc. afterwards) This was after on PC
Harriet R. [Randolph]
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Re: Jim Cobb
in June of 1972 Jim Cobb said that he thought that I would make it (meaning a Black militant Revolutionary). I knew that was what he meant because the point of all those little catharsis meetings was to bring us all around to this. He emphasized that I was going to be all right and with that he kissed me. I thought that he was so committed at the time but back out of any kind of an affair because of fear of being brought to council and fear of screwing. He had a manipulative approach about dedication to the cause. He hates me and called me a racist in July 73 for something as trivial as not drinking out of a coke bottle that he had. One thing which struck me funny is that I always felt uncomfortable saying what an asshole J.C. was around Mickey. She never talked bad about him and when I did she never commented.
Re: Terri Pietela
Terri told Diane Wilkerson to pretend that she had a gun and put it to my head and maybe then I would talk (~ April 72) – Diane did it. Terri had a hold over Mickey (not that Mickey didn’t want it). She came down to see Mickey a few days before they left and stayed out until early in the morning. Mickey drove down to SF several times last year before she started working to see Terri.
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Re: Mickey Touchette
Mickey was always acting like she was a Malcom X militant. She was always tight with Terri P. and even supported the Fascism that went on at the dormitory in the spring of 72, when we had a college meeting several months after some of the stuff got brought out (like Jeanette getting slapped in the face). We were told by the counselors to just forget about the past so a lot of the hell that went on was never brought up. (Other people that supported that ordeal in this particular college meeting were Sharon Cobb, Lena Flowers, Vera Biddulph, Diane Wilkerson, and Jan Wilsey.) Mickey acted real sulky and moody around the dorms after Jim Cobb told her that all of us were going to Redwood Valley to PC (She told us that). She slept a lot and when I asked her what was wrong she acted like it was nothing or my imagination. This was about mid-July and it was within a week before vacation that she started acting what I thought was normal.
Mickey always talked about how sick male-female sexual relationships [were] and said at least homosexual relationships were more honest. When I confronted her with the fact that all relationships were sick she seemed reluctant but did halfheartedly agree which makes me think that Terri was her motivating factor. I’m sure she had something going with Jim Cobb also because when I came home from school Jim would leave and go upstairs (I figured it was just because of me. I already knew that he hated me so nothing seemed strange because I thought it was Ava and John that he was hanging around.
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THIS PAGE IS A SUMMARY OF THE FOLLOWING PAGES
Key points of the L from the 8
STAFF HAS TO BE FUCKED TO DO ANYTHING (to be loyal) yet others who are told to keep the standards, Ted Ballard and Dan Pietila are lied about, called fags, their reputation spoiled – yet Ted seduced by one of staff
– staff handled easier – Mike & Harriet not talked about publically except in PC
– Grace Stoen not forced to have an abortion
– PC still held in honor tho betrayed
J SAID MONEY DOESN’T MATTER
yet Helen treated special/ J told people ”don’t talk about Helen unless you bring in as much money as she does”; she is racist/doesn’t recognize black people in public. This is capitalistic
NO BLACK LEADERSHIP
– blacks on staff are not revolutionary
– whites are put on staff after 3 or 4 meetings but not blacks except for Lee I [Ingram] & he’s a hippy intellectual type.
– Revolutionary blacks are attacked as homosexuals by staff & are castrated & they put up with it because think J approves or they fear J would slap them down – why aren’t revolutionary blacks coming into the church
– Choicy, AJ, Alice not revolutionary/John Brown used just to take offerings.
– staff chooses staff/ have kept out some of the 8 because some of the 8 are more progressive & black in their ideas.
– why aren’t some of the whites sent to LA, CL, PC, Gene Chaiken, SB (even Lee I was considered to go to LA & he’s the one Black put in leadership right away)
HATRED OF STAFF
– many have come to the 8 who hate staff with a passion/ the 8 told them to write J but they won’t because they fear it will be used against them/ these people feel worthless and scared/ they feel the staff is held sacred & aloof from the common people/ the movement will be crippled & destroyed because of the staff dealing with members that have faith in JJ.
– there are no blacks to represent discontent of people with today’s evil
– leadership is aloof.
Y0UTH GROUP
– used to be united & strong/ loved Communism & hated S. [Socialism] now won’t go to choir/hate church meetings/Cathy Stahl and Eliz Godshawk left church,
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NOTES FROM L OF THE 8
– have to be fucked in order to be loyal/ they demand J’s sensitivity/ this is grossly sick, the following have to be Fucked:
JB SR, Andy Silver, Mike Prokes, CL, SB JP
– Ted Ballard seduced by an older white schizophrenic woman/ his image was ruined in the church/ feels worthless / now he walks the fucking street an outcast.
– Dan Pietilla tries to follow guidelines set by staff to leave Robin alone especially sexually, Lois Ponce [Ponts] told lies about danny
– Staff is out of public range (protected) while Ted made to look like a fag and a sexual deviate/ what’s dan P. to think when he witnesses such unfairness.
– Grace Stoen doesn’t know her ass from a hole in the ground/ was fucked to keep her in PT/ accidentally got pregnant & doesn’t have to get an abortion contrary to C law because she’s staff.
– Mike C & Harriet’s perversion not talked about in public/ this is double standard and this is working against loyalty/ temporary secrecy will be kept but not loyalty and not the spirit of S
– J said money doesn’t matter but everyone with money is on special projects & on staff/ Helen not to be messed with/ it was said “Don’t talk about Helen unless you can bring in as much money as she does” she is racist thru & thru/ ignores black members in public & there are many testimonies of both black & white people of this. In regard to Helen this is a capitalist overtone with no S. [Socialism] Concern/ Helen is condescending.
– Several people have come to different ones of them with doubts of staff & goals & money/ they, the ones who are explaining, feel worthless & scared. The 8 told them to write J because they, the 8, didn’t agree and didn’t know how to help them but the 8 complainers are afraid because they feel staff will use it against them
– many hate staff with a passion, leadership aloof/ sacred from common people/ movement will be crippled & destroyed because of the staff dealing with members that have faith in J
– J has said whites have no potential but then where is black leadership? Joicy Clark, Alice Inghram & AJ have no awareness/ AJ out of date
– there are no Black people to represent the discontent for today’s evilness, that will listen to or follow staff/ Black people are being had for money or anything else/ John Brown doesn’t know what S. is/ he’s only used to take offerings.
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NOTES FROM L OF THE 8
– no black person put on PC right away. Lee I is almost the only exception. Lee was put on after about a year but his ideas are pseudo hippy intellectually oriented
– Black key members have proven themselves thru the years/ yet they still stay in the same capacities. yet some come to PC after only 4 or 5 meetings such as Mike Prokes, Annie Moore, Gene Chaiken & Terry Buford/ how much do they know about S. New white middle class (upper middleclass) people put in such staff positions & are trusteed & treated better than Blacks.
– why aren’t some of the whites sent to LA? Why aren’t Gene C. or Sandy I sent? They have made mistakes and the 8 know for sure about that. Lee I was considered to be sent to LA (in other words the black one would be the one considered to go)
– PC is brave/ send her/ she’s hyper as hell/ exposed the work instead of being quiet or take a pill, yet she’s held in supreme respect because she’s on staff.
– CL is negative as hell in church when she does show up. She aonders around not doing church work/ this is not just the testimony of the 8 but a lot of people still in PT express this.
– Karen L walks out like “super pussy”
– Susan [Suzanne] Cartmell talks about people left & right yet her wardrobe is enough to make a rich capitalist jealous. Sue & Mike didn’t give any money to the college fund last year but Mike took money from the fund and they had their own separate apt,
– the nit picking staff takes advantage of the chance to castrate black men/ this is perverted/ this shows staff is threatened.
– staff creates guilt in males/ the blacks take it because they think J approves & because J will slap them in/ staff breaks the spirit of revolution in black males
– why have no blacks come in with the spirit of revolution
– staff castrators of people/ in past 6 years) call them homosexuals & talk about sex, sex, sex/ why isn’t S. the top priority. 99% of the people in PT know nothing about S/ no Revolutionary teachings like there used to be.
– staff came in the nite to steal books from those who have them but Mike C kept his. Tim Stoen & others were told not to read about S.
– Youth group used to be united & aware of Comm. and opposed to S, now they hate church meetings and don’t go to choir/ there is no youth group now.
– when the college people used to run the meetings all would come/ now it’s going downhill & Cathy Stahl & Elizabeth Godshawk left the church
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The car was originally given over because you had none –
Jack said that the gold one could be fixed up (his exact feelings).
Also – after the last time – I called Tish to make sure someone was going to buy a new one – no committee has been formed so one was – and apparently little done –
(It was a green Scamp that North Coast owned & that one was hit in the front)
Offering in LA – just over 2 – attendance – good, good service –
SB
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Report on CRL [Christine Lucientes] work situation:
Last week she and PJ were in L.A. (the week of Feb. 17 – 21)// they had 108 things to work on – and 5 full days in which to work as they stayed down there after the L.A. weekend.
I got back approx. 40 things… and 21 of them were C’s that PJ did.
My records show they did nothing the 17th – and 4 V’s on the 18th// and PJ did 6 C;s on the 19th and PJ did 14 ‘s on the 20th and CRL did 5 V’s. PJ did 1 C on the 21st and together they did 9 V’s
PJ typed the above and said that CRL had the rest of the work… I asked CRL about it and she avoided the issue – and finally said she had 12 of something (C’s or V’s??) somewhere… when I asked her specifically for them last night – she went to get them (supposedly) and left the house… we didn’t know where she was (not at the office) until the next day(??)
I had KL tell her again when they went to leave for S.F. together to leave the stuff as I had to get this week’s work together – … and nothing was left – so I assume that there is nothing to leave.
She acts this way when she is hiding something (i.e. when she stole the $50 from me in change – she “went to get it” about 5 times – and obviously had no intention of returning it as it had been spent previously)
I gave she and PJ $120 for the week and got none back – the last time she and PJ were supposed to go to L.A. (PJ. had to fly back) I gave them $140 plus $20 apiece for their own spending $ – and again I got nothing back – (and CRL gave me a flimsy accounting for $140 of it (counting the 20 apiece) – so I think she got at least $40 of that $ if not more.
She was home all day Mon. and slept most of the day – and did not clean out her “stuff” from Sun. – she left it in the back of her car – ( Igot it out and disposed of it – and LA. brings the new) This is her only “responsibility” and she won’t even do that – she still carried the bottle of “B”
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around under the bus even tho we have told her countless times not too – and leaves old “stuff” under the bus for [a] week of so between meetings – and that smells so that other people notice it.
I feel she is extremely careless – I find bits of papers all over – (in her car etc.) and I think she would really like to see this work come down. I do not know how to deal with her particular brand of insanity – she has the intellectual capacity to grasp what we are doing – but it so self-oriented that she is an obstacle – and possibly a dangerous traitor.
I feel so hostile to her – that if she ever did anything to hurt this work – I would kill her. I feel that her kind would deserve no mercy – as she knows exactly what she is doing. I don’t think she is any more “crazy” than the rest of us. – it’s just her type of manipulation.
With the small amount of work she does and the hazards she creates – if we were to send her somewhere else – (the jungle????) we would not really miss her “contribution”/
I feel somewhat limited in how much I can personally deal with her because of other things… and I know everybody else is worried to confront her and she insists on acting so crazy and irrational.
I hate to even mention this to you – but I feel she is a very real source of potential treason – and she is not improving (or it doesn’t seem to toe) Too bad Mike can’t fuck her etc. and get it over with – (too bad for mike but)…
I can really offer no suggestions – and the situation can go on as is – (it has been so for years – or at least 1 yr.) so we can keep on pulling her along – (it does seem that she is increasing careless with her “stuff” tho – ) KL [Karen Layton] sd. she used “fish” the last L.A. weekend – and it smelled distinctly so – and etc. etc. and so on.
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Now that I have some idea how big ’it’ is – I can get something a little closer to the present size. If the red is not right – – let me know – I can get the next size bigger.
The Pampers were on sale at Sprotz-ritz – so thought they would be handy. And the fancy pants are for hot weather – so he can look ‘sharp’ in just his diapers.
The rattle is pretty sounding – and couldn’t resist. Thought I’d send this with L. cause I don’t know when I’ll see you 2 together soon
love, SB
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Suggestion Re: CL’s dad [John Moore] & further compromise:
The same plan as we suggested for K. [likely Lester Kinsolving] & before that for Taylor. SB could try to set up the situation with him for taping and photos in a compromise setting.
If you could take that type of come on – he has never seen me. I don’t feel we should go the homosexual route in light of the circumstances. Sometimes these “do good” preachers will “help” a “backslider” – (or “dumb bitch”) – if the setting is right.
If he would not respond to anything of the sort – then I won’t pursue the plan. Otherwise I will write down some more of my ideas on the matter.
I would be glad to do anything that is necessary to “tie up” that loose end.
SB
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Sharon [Amos] –
I have a family conference tonight on a kid who is leaving the hall – and 4 reports that need to be done by tomorrow –
Unless I hear otherwise (code call for me) I won’t be down tonight –
SB
(I am sending the cases down with Rita and/or Carol Stahl.)
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Least likely to commit treason
- CL [Carolyn Layton]
- LA [Linda Amos]
- TB [Terri Buford]
- Maria [Katsaris]
- Carol S. [Stahl]
- Annie [Moore]
- Karen [Layton]
- Debbie B. [Blakey]
- Eva [Pugh]
- Rose S.
(I had trouble coming up with the last half of this list)
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Most likely
- Suzanne [Jones Cartmell]
- CRL [Christine Lucientes]
- Renee
- PJ
- Tish [Leroy]
- Janet S. [Shular]
- Lois [Ponts]
- Judy F. [Flowers]
- Mike Cart. [Cartmell]
- Rita
(I could go on more –)
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REPORT ON L.A. WORK AREA:
- I have a complete list of all the people in my stacks that we have anything at all on… and I have made the list to be given to HUGH FORTSON & RHONDA to see that “special letters” of invitation get sent to these people.
This list should be sent INDEPENDENTLY of any existing mailing that – the L.A. people have already done.
We may not have alot on the people – but I figure if we have anything – it could be used at the end for alter call etc. – and atleast we will be getting some more people there and hopefully their $$$ also.
The people who used to come – and don’t anymore – I have been giving to PC to give special love to and a revelation. Then if they come – we can try to get an O/V or do a stop-by if necessary to get more info.
I will give you this list to give to RHONDA personally and maybe you can stress the importance of it – since obviously my influence on either Rhonda or Rosie B. is extremely limited (to say the least).
- Also – Maybe you could ask publically for a list of all people in L.A. who would like to move to S.F. when we have the available space – and then ask for the list to be given to you.
(then maybe I can see that stop-by’s or O/V’s get done on these particular people so we will have something on them when they move up.
(But you will have to ask for it PERSONALLY – cause again they don’t listen to my requests.)
- If you would also ask for a CURRENT list of PASSPORTS from MAXINE – I need it – as I am pulling all the charts on the passport list to see that we have adequate info on the people who atleast PLAN on going to P.L. – Since – if we don’t get enough info NOW – to maintain the D. of P. in the P.L. etc. – we will never get it.
I have also been making a push for PC to do INVITES with revs. to get people here – and KL/PJ do new people V’s the week they stay down & stop-by’s on Fridays we are there
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Ingram
Rules for Michelle
- clean up after yourself
- call if you’ll be late
- leave note about where you are
- no smoking
- no alcohol
- no boys in house unless adult is here
- 10 minute limit on phone calls
- come home right after school
- check before bringing friends home
- details & homework must be done before extra activities
- take pills & Honey & vinegar
- smile
Chores
clean own room once a week
clean kitchen & bath once a week
defrost refrigerator every 2 weeks
bake for bake sale
cook supper – Saturday, Monday, Wednesday
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10/8/76
Sandra Bradshaw
age 30
- Capitalism is the exploitation of the masses by the elite for purpose of creating great profit for this corporate elite. Socialism is the sharing of production and [illegible word]. It is the direct antithesis of capitalism
- South Africa, Ireland, Chile
- The incarceration of people – for purposes of political & economic persecution & torture, i.e. Nazi Germany & Jews extermination
- – Leader of Cuba
– Assassinated leader of Chile – socialist
– Assassinated Black leader – Muslim
– Killed the Jews in Germany – Nazi leader
– Secretary of State – Fascist
– Was in Black Panther movement initially – Communist leader
– Black leader in slave times – led slaves to safety
- A person persecuted & locked up for their political beliefs often completely false charges
- Fascists – believe in white supremacy & classism – pigs – racists capitalists
- Freedom for all people to live life as they wish & not be limited by poverty, racism, ignorance
- Electric shock – electrodes to nose, privates etc. Cigarette burns to body. Fingers & toes cut off
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(from SB)
Information (re: Bibles)
Tonight got 7 boxes (50 rounds each) for .38’s Bibles (hollow point for defense) add 20 boxes (50 rounds each) of .22’s Bibles
Both – without signing for them – which is incredible.
They also made financial error around $15 – in our favor
Merry Xmas!! from the system…
I will get more tomorrow (since I got this break tonight) and unless I hear otherwise – I will purchase some more for “my husband’s Xmas present.”
We have – (from memory) – approximately 12-15 .22’s hand type & 17 or so .38s. I feel we should have at least 1 box (50 shots) per gun.
The .38s will be the most effective (the .22s are too lightweight). And I feel the other various assorted
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models (automatic approximately 10-15 etc.) will be of limited value. The .38s will be the most important I feel (plus rifles).
I will continue getting some periodically unless I hear otherwise.
(Plus – there must be more boxes of .38 type that were taken from my room when I was in the PL – I had about 20 boxes & TB [Terri Buford] does not have that many.) Don’t know where they might have ended up.
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$3
This is what I’ve gotten extra from my job lately – (mine goes all year around)
It is to be used in any way needed for our commune child, Trish, Annie, the house or whatever)
Please don’t be “fussy” about it Ms. Layton. Love – SB
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Would you mind – if Grace is going to be in PC – or if we are going to have anything to do with the Bitch – could I please, stay upstairs and work…
I have plenty to do– as PJ/PC and crl are staying down this week.
I hate the bitch and feel especially not like kissing her ass right now (and I know you don’t either)– but I would sure like to kill her–
I feel the same about her as I do Linda Swaney…
(Should we stop doing Invites until the Jackson thing is over– or just invite them in Oct.?)
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