Letters to Dad (T)

[Editor’s notes: The letters on this page derive from several sources, principally FBI Section 126 • EE-1 • Letters to Dad (N-Z)FBI Section 130 • EE-2 • Letters to Jim Jones; and FBI Sections 121-123 • BB-31 – BB-32 • Tim Stoen, D Touchette.

[Insofar as possible, these letters have been arranged in alphabetical order of the writer’s last name. Unless otherwise noted, the letters retain their original spelling and grammar.

[Peoples Temple member often used old reports and documents as scratch paper, using the reverse side of these pages for their letters. We have labeled and transcribed those scratch pages which include information about Jonestown.]

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Undated Note to Jim Jones from Chris Talley

EE-2-s-8a – 8b

Dad;

I did try to cut my wrist after you talked to me  – it was before I was on the floor with Thurman [Guy]. I only wrote you a letter after you talk to me so I would know what to do about Ricky, and that I was carrying broken glass with me and that I could have run. I told you those things to let you know that I have control of myself. I didn’t use anything or do anything after you talked to me.

Chris Talley

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Letter to Jim Jones from Ron Talley, July 1978

EE-2-s-1a

31/7/78

Dad;

In the last couple of weeks Christine has been negative around me a few times. It has been for petty gripes about things like being able to type the news or Edith Roller not wanting to allow any talking after 11:00 PM in the cottage where her & Christine live.

One important thing she told me was that she listened to the 2 engineers from Georgetown under the house. I thought that was very poor judgment to tell me that.

Christine is a very passive female and I’m sure she has an attraction for me. Some people have asked me if Christine is my girlfriend because they see me with her and I usually don’t spend time talking to women very much so it must be very noticeable. The female I am most attracted to is Shanda James but I don’t intend to pursue it. Not that it could possibly be a mutual attraction.

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EE-2-s-1b

I am very happy here in Jonestown and find my job on Vacuum Storage very challenging and satisfying. Once in a while every argue with someone over a paint and I feel it is my fault for being stubborn when I feel I’m right. I feel I can work harder at my job and will do so in the future. I need to be more humble in all aspects of my life here because I am so very lucky to be here with you. Thank you for giving me another chance in this cause and teaching me and the whole community about the world picture and socialism. Socialism isn’t completely structured in some countries but whatever socialism a country has is better than all the filthy shit capitalism has to offer. You have provided us with a very rewarding socialist experience and it is improving every day.

Thank You Dad
Ron Talley

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Letter to Jim Jones from Ron Talley, September 1978

EE-2-s-6a – 6b

Dad;

I was saddened to hear about the violence in town during the visit by Don Freed. I can’t seem to understand people and why they do shit like that. The first time I’ve had to catch up on things I’ve wanted to do since I got here and it’s really been nice. It’s too bad we have to be geared to the people who probably won’t ever get the idea of what you are teaching us here. It’s not your fault, they don’t get it, Dad, they just refuse to see. I don’t like all the structure needed to control this shit and I don’t feel I need as much as some because I do want to be here and this is my home but I’ll go along with whatever it takes. I’m thankful to be here no matter what happens.

I still like some decadent music and laugh and joke too much but I don’t think these things will hurt anyone or divert me from my work here. I’m very interested in food storage and planning.

This is a good life for a guy like me, Dad, so I want you to know that you’ve done more than anyone else ever did for me and I won’t forget it. I’m sure there are many who are grateful for what you’ve done for us, so there is a lot of success here even though some won’t try to line up.

Thank you again
Ron Talley

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Undated Letter to Jim Jones from Ron Talley

EE-2-s-7a – 7d

Dad;

Christine [Talley] spoke about Debbie Blakey and said she told the papers that we put kids on ant hills, that we locked them in a box, that there were speakers all over town & fields that play sermons about religion all day. She told how she got drunk on some wine in the SF Temple. Also how Rick Cordell was screwing up on a trip to Chicago & how Jack Beam had to punch him in the nose once. I told how Rick bothered me about my bus driving and then told me how he was sexually attracted to me later. She said her mother writes that she really doesn’t feel that Christine is free to come and go as she told her. We talked of what sm asshole David Wise turned out to be.

Christine’s input was mostly on these subjects and she had very little input when Penny & I spoke about Tim Stoen & Deanna Myrtle [Mertle] being traitors & mentioned a few shitty things they had done.

I think Christine does miss the States and when the subject comes up she doesn’t come up with much negative to say about the States & conditions there.

I think Christine as a sexual attraction toward Sebastian McMurray [McMurry] and myself but she does not come around Sebastian since he got confronted on the floor. She is very paranoid in general as though her every move might give something away. I will continue to talk to her and let you know what she says.

The reason I have been talking to her is that she has an electric coffee pot and sometimes would give me some coffee or heat some up for me.

I hope I have not let you down by talking with her. I usually talk for a few minutes every other day.

I enjoy my job working on the barrels and find it very rewarding to see how well I can do it. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to live without looking for a drug or something to blank my mind out.

Thank you again
Ron Talley

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EE-1-T-7 – T-10

Undated note to Jim Jones from Ron Talley

Sunday

Dad;

Last night I spent 2 hours with Christine and Zaretta [Zuretti] Langston and her sister studying news. She did not say anything negative but I think that is because she knows I will report her. After that I was with her on the crew that makes night workers sandwiches with a few other people but that was just work & not much talking. I think it will take awhile before she would say something I might report.

I will keep you posted on what goes on from now because we have a study group for the news with myself, Zaretta [Zuretti] & Mary Anita [Marianita] Langston, Christine & possibly Dorothy Rollins & more may be added. If you feel that it would serve no purpose for me to spend so much time talking to Christine since she knows I will report I could just sort of drop out of that study group & get into the one that is going to start in cottage 47 where I live.

Thank you Dad
Ron Talley

P.S. I’m glad we are going to cut down on some of these planning committees & just get to work building Jonestown.

I was getting kind of frustrated going to committees & sub-committees & we did not seem to come up with any final solutions but just formed more committees each time we meant [met].

I am very satisfied on the barrel project and find it a challenge but very rewarding at the same time. I feel our food will be safe & clean for years and I’ll work very hard to that end.

I’ll never cease to be amazed by the way you have come up with the funds to take care of our needs. In the 9 months I’ve been here it’s been millions. You been planning while I was sleeping & working while I sat on my ass in the states. I do feel guilt for this every time you tell how much an item costs or I research further into our food storage & find out how much you are paying just for a meal here. Thank you for caring about us Dad.

Ron Talley

For Dads eyes only [written on the letter outside of letter when folded]

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EE-1-T-11 – T-14

Undated note to Jim Jones from Ron Talley

Dad;

Last Wednesday during our study group the subject of Debbie Blakey came up and during the conversation Christine said that a lot of people are coming up now and saying “Yea, I knew Debbie would be a traitor she never worked hard in San Francisco.” Christine said if they felt that way it was their responsibility to write it up & not wait until now and talk about it. She said Debbie had been her friend in the states and she was a hard worker there, then she said Debbie is a bitch.

Sunday Christine was in the food line complaining loudly about how slow it was going (it was going very slow compared to the usual). Later in the day I talked to her and she said “I’ll probably get written up for what I said in the food line this morning. Since then she has not been confronted this last few days I think she will have more to say to me. Christine seems to want to spill her guts if someone will just sit down and listen. She is a very passive female as I get to know her better & spends a lot of time on her own comforts and luxuries.

During our day off on Sunday I did not see any decadent behavior nor did others I asked about it. Many worked around cottages or washed clothes. There were not any groups of youth just hanging around but there was some music coming out of some cottages. If we do this more we will be able to see how it will really effect [affect] people. I think it kind of took people by surprise and they really didn’t know how to act. I know that I didn’t have anything planned and I spent a lot of time just reading and resting.

This new program for administration sounds real good to me and will cut away some of the time consuming committees & red tape so we can get something done. It looks like you are making a system that people can relate to better and & minipulate [manipulate] less.

Thank you Dad
Ron Talley

For Dad’s Eyes Only

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Undated Letter to Jim Jones from Bernice Thomas regarding Tim Stoen

EE-2-s-2

[Editor’s note: Spelling errors corrected throughout.]

dear Jim I think the reason you are sick because the way Tim Stone [Stoen] and all the rest of them that went up the church is doing and Tim Stone is the cause of it and the people here is not doing right they won’t do right they act like they hated one another and they act like they hate you and you do so much for us all and we all do so little to show you we do appreciate it Tim Stone is the cause of Chris [Lewis] being killed and that hurt you.

Bernice Thomas

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Confession of Gabriel Thomas, January 1978

EE-2-s-12a

[Editor’s note: Spelling errors corrected throughout.]

1-31-78

Dear Dad

This is my confession for holding up my hand last night when I did not understand all of the rules. I haven’t been here long now Dad and I am trying hard to learn all the rules. So please forgive me for this time, and I will try hard to be right the next time.

Thank you Dad

Gabriel Thomas

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Undated note from Scott Thomas

EE-1-S-102 – S-103

To: Dad

Re: Homosexual Feelings and Act’s

From: Scott Thomas, Jr

About 3wks ago – me and Marvin Janaro engage in a homosexual act. I suck his dick & he suck mine. We was going to do it in the boy’s shower but somebody came in – so we went to the boy’s shower by the cottages. There that’s when Dale Parks came in and wrote it up.

In the counciling session it was explain to me that what we did was anarchist. Even though I already knew about the rules. I am doing 3 months with Linda Sadler at the same time this happen. A decision wasn’t made if I should tell Linda Sadler what I did. So they told me to write it up and ask you.

Every so often I get this (urge) feeling to have an affair with a guy. I just want to have sex with the person (man) to release the sperm. Also to experience that “good feeling” [so-called Good Feeling] before a person gets ready to sperm.

About 3 or 4 days ago I have jack off in my bed. I know if I really wanted to; I don’t have to be going through these changes every time I get the feeling to do it with some guy. I am going to work on it.

Thank You Dad!

[Handwritten on reverse side of paper]: To: Dad Personal

To: Dad Personal

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Undated Confession to Jim Jones from Scott Thomas

EE-2-ij-11

To: Dad
c/o Maria K. [Katsaris]
Re: Russell Moton
Fr: Scott T. [Thomas]

(Fri night) Last night Russel & I had a homosexual affair in the Agriculture office. It was sometime after 12 midnight. After the entertainment last night, he came up by the PA. I told him I will meet him later. Then he said he would be in the agriculture office. When I came to the Agriculture office – it seem like he didn’t want to do it; I guess because he couldn’t find a place. Russell told me also that he had had an affair with Gary Tyler before. He thought I had already known about it from Gary. The agreement was I & him was supposed to meet in the tool shed in a house. I came there & waited for 20 minutes; so I left to check at the Agriculture office. All through the day when we came in contact, he smiled & spoke.

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Undated Letter to Jim Jones from Scott Thomas

EE-2-ij-12a

[Editor’s note: Spelling and grammatical errors corrected throughout.]

To: Dad
c/o Maria K. [Katsaris]
Fr: Scott Thomas, Junior
Re: Russell Moton

I told him that I have a problem which has been bothering me for several weeks. I told him I didn’t want to burden Dad with it, because I felt Dad would think badly of me, even though I really knew that he wouldn’t. I also told him that I didn’t want to write it up to Ava [Jones] or John [Moss Brown] because they might tell Dad. Told him of how Dad would say he’s tired of every fuckin complaints & why don’t peoples solve their own problems. Told him once when I told somebody my deep feelings – that person told me to write it up to someone else & that the person dissociated himself from me. Told him I was inhabited by people thoughts & what will people think of you after they found out about me. In response to all of this – this is what he said:

He told me about the time he had a homosexual affair with a guy outside the church & how it was mentioned publicly from the pulpit. He said he felt embarrassed. When it was mentioned, people who have thought of him as a good man, said “What…” (They was shocked by this). He told me that his friends didn’t treat him different after that. But for a couple of days he was at a low point. He said people forget what somebody has done in a day or two because other people are brought up on the floor, and there’s meetings after meetings; so a person tried to forget what you have done on the floor. He told me that Dad was tired of people who complain time after time about petty things. He said Dad wasn’t talking about the people who don’t ever complain who write things up. I told him I was a homosexual & I was attracted to him for some reason or another. He said I was attractive. Told him I wanted to have an affair (sex) with him. He asked me about Linda – what about her? I told him that Linda knows I mess around with guys & that she understood the problem I had and that she didn’t think of me any different than anybody else. He told me that Gary Tyler  likes me. In response to this

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EE-2-ij-12b

I told him that before I went to Georgetown – 2 or 3 months before, I had an affair with him. I also told him that I told Gary in a nice way not to hurt his feelings that I don’t like him.

After all of this – he said he would go to bed & sleep on it. Also, last night – he said he will talk to me tomorrow night. Today when he came through the pavilion, he turned to me & smiled.

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The Writings of the Touchette Family

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Undated Note to Jim Jones from Le Flora Townes

EE-2-s-11

I think you worry more about your children being kidnap from you.

How to make money. Sell peanuts chicken or rice.

Le Flora Townes

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EE-1-I&J-63

Report of meeting with Gregory Gaskin from Lee Ingram

10-12-77

Re visit w/ Gregory Gaskin by Sarah [Harriet Sarah Tropp] and Lee [Ingram]

He was cordial and helpful about getting info and person’s name for us to see about burial plot

Then invited us to his home for lunch w/he and his wife (the fool also has a maid)

He talked about the lack of spontaneity in our people – he’s been here several times says he’s heard say thing each time he’s come [I’ll cut short some of this since Sarah by this time has given blow by blow account] Gaskin thinks there’s much regimentation and an authoritarian structure that prevails he asked us about background and why we followed was it because of some charisma – we countered that but he persisted w/how loose were we in terms of relations did Jim fuck around – countered w/ loyalty to his wife and he’d be better asking Jim, Jim could speak for himself. Claims he wants to come up and visit for a week – probably bullshit but looks like he was coming on to Sarah or wherever she might lead for some pussy or a dick! Not necessarily in that order

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EE-1-I&J-64

His Gaskin’s approach was cool, cordial and always inquisitive even sadistic in regards to conversation around sexual freedom in front of his very pregnant wife.

Also asked if we’d been infiltrated like Panthers – strange question – we should’ve asked why he’d expect us to be infiltrated – but we said that it would be a possibility-

His emphasis was on sex even got in a joke sideways about sex while in middle of conversation totally unrelated his wife didn’t get too loud even when he was out of room – she spoke only about artsy-craftsy cultural program for children of region and how nice it’d be for some of our people to hook up w/her to create some programs.

Anyhow the fool Gaskin suggested a visit around 2nd week in Jan. And a visit by several of his staff towards the last of Jan.

He’s a testy and cocky son of a bitch that’s up to some shit – it’d be good to get the punk over a barrel and use some of his juice (influence) maybe even have some of us join GNS, or people’s militia – to have some accessibility to auto – weapons

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EE-1-G-23

[Acknowledgement of receipt of letter from the Ministry of Economic Development to Harriet Tropp]

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EE-1-k-17

Letter to Harriet Sarah Tropp from Guyana government official, October 1977

[Letterhead of Ministry of Economic Development, Guyana]

12th October, 1977
Ms. Harriet Sarah Tropp
Administrative Assistant To Bishop Jim Jones
People’s Temple Agricultural Project,
Port Kaituma,
North West District.

Dear Madame,

Many thanks for your letter dated October 8, 1977.

Since I have a strict regard for accuracy, I must point out that I never made any suggestion that you apply for any permission to have your school “accredited”, as you allege in the first paragraph of your letter.

On Saturday, 1st October, 1977, in the course of my conversation with Mr. Touchette (as I believe the gentleman’s name to be), I inquired what arrangements had been made for the education of the large number of children whom I saw at the People’s Temple project near Port Kaituma. One of Mr. Touchette’s colleagues volunteered the information that the project had its own school which it had brought from the United States of America. I remarked that the establishment of schools in Guyana was governed by legislation and expressed the hope that there had been due compliance with our laws. To say that I suggested that you make formal application for permission to establish a school is both inaccurate and misleading.

In response to a request from Mr. Touchette (or one of his colleagues), I asked the Regional Development Officer, Cde. Wyatt, to let Mr. Touchette have a copy of the relevant legislation. I am reminding him by way of copy of this letter.

With kindest regards.

Yours cooperatively,

/s/ H.D. Hoyte
H.D. Hoyte
Minister of Economic Development

cc: Cde. Minister of Ed.,SD & C
RDO, NWD
Cde. Regional Minister, NWD
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Harriet Sarah Tropp Note on Uglification of Jonestown

EE-2-s-13a – 13b

To: Jim
Subject: The uglification of Jonestown
From: Sarah

I hope this doesn’t sound like an “I told you so” document but here goes.

Before we started the fiasco of beautifying Jonestown for upcoming guests, advice was given on several different occasions, advice that was the product of several meetings and consultations with people who have lived here for several years, as well as Guyanese, to the effect that any attempt to fix the road or haul pines in for the paths would only result in a worsening of the situation if done during the rainy season.

Notwithstanding this advice, we decided to go ahead (and I certainly participated in that decision) and try it anyway because – Dad wants it done – and “there must be a way.” Well, there wasn’t a way. If you look at the road now, it is worse looking than when we started. If you look at the area by the garden shed, you will see we have managed to put manganese pines on a path that didn’t look bad in the first place, at the expense of destroying what was once one of the prettiest parts of the project. We just may be able to haul enough dirt in there to patch it up, but probably not before [Don] Freed comes, and certainly it will not be done properly because of the weather. We have created more ugliness in the attempt to beautify, simply because we went against all the experience and sound advice regarding such projects being attempted in the rainy season. (It was pointed out, as well, that the manganese would result in a mess from being tracked all over the place in the wet weather. Again we ignored that advice.)

I think the above just serves to highlight a problem we have in decision making. That is, if you say you want something done, we ignore any advice we’ve been given and we go against our own judgment, and go ahead. I know you think that this should not be, but despite what you may think about it, this is what happens. We may raise objections, but naturally, because we all follow the proceedure [procedure] of collective decision-making, once a decision is made, even if the wrong one, we try to make it work. But the truth of the matter is that no matter how much you, me, or anyone wants something to happen, there are times when it cannot be done because of objective conditions.

The cardinal objective condition in the tropics is the weather. You can’t fight it. I’m sorry if any of this sounds intemperate, but I am extremely upset at the ugly mess I see we’ve made of this project, especially with guests coming. And it was all unnecessary, if we’d just followed advice.

All of this coming on top of the legal mess (which we created for ourselves by opening our fat mouths on the radio) really has me upset. I mean, we can kick ourselves about it now, but I know that the next time a similar situation comes up – where its [it’s] a choice between a phone call and passing sensitive legaal [legal] stuff over the radio – you, we, will opt for putting it over the radio. And think we can make it O.K. by coding it. Bullshit. I think the essence of the problem, or at least one aspect of it, is that no one is willing to oppose your opinion in certain matters. And I frankly think that some times you are wrong, and no one is willing to say so. I realize this is quite a volatile statement, but I think it is one factor in the dynamics of how this organization functions that gets us in trouble.

Well, enough.
Sarah

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EE-1-T-20 – T-21

Partial test results of Richard Tropp

Richard D. Tropp

8. How is country in ‘Z’ like the U.S.?

– Phony front of Democracy

– Police autonomous

– cover-up of scandal as in Watergate

– US whipping up anti-Communist feeling

– CRDC = Christian anti-communist crusade, etc.

– Provocations used, free press muzzled – all trends toward right. People apathetic.

9. Why didn’t police help the Deputy in “Z”? Because they were instructed not to by the General— this was deliberate strategy to allow goon squad to attack the peace demonstrator & kill the deputy.

10. Robert Mugabe & Joshua Nkomo are leaders of Patriotic Front to liberate Zimbabwe.

11. Because USSR is helping African liberation struggles.

12. Kampuchea – nationalistic, racist – pro-Chinese. Vietnam – pro-Soviet, internationalist

13. Chilean Ship – Esmeralda – was used as a torture chamber in Chile – ship was not turned away from docking in SF.

22. Johnny Harris – black man on death row, framed up changes.

23. Joan Little – Black woman in jail for killing prison guard who tried to rape her.

14. Demands of Carter on USSR – get out of Africa – withdraw aid & assistance to countries like Ethiopia, Angola, etc.

15. ______?_________ threatens to withdraw from NATO.

16. China, USA – threatening to war w/ USSR

17. Say you don’t have to answer any questions & call HQ for assistance – keep mouth shut. Don’t sign anything.

18. Malcolm X – in a manner of speaking – through technically he wasn’t because he never claimed to be any sort of Communist. Perhaps Henry Winston of the CPUSA – because CP is gradualist, anti-revolutionary.

17.       A. Sadat – Egypt

B. Begen – Israel

C. Castro – Cuba

D. Smith – Rhodesia

E. Vorster – Union of South Africa

F. Brezhnev – USSR

20. Look Magazine

21. “He is Alive”

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Letter to Jim Jones from Richard Tropp on Elitism, May 1978

EE-2-s-4

To Dad – From Dick Tropp

Today Paula [Adams] asked me about a comment I made last night to you in reference to a possible newsman’s questions about the wisdom of giving up John [Victor Stoen] if it meant that the cause was to go down. She said that my emotional asking of the question, she felt, reveal that I was resentful in some way about that decision. I assured her I was not, that I understand that your commitment to John and your commitment to ‘the cause’ are inextricable, and it is precisely that personal loyalty that is the cause… something I didn’t fully appreciate during that crisis a year ago when, as I confided to Paula, I didn’t really understand your stand. But that is past. I do think that you should know that I am too influenced by Carolyn Looman, and it was that very question that she raised yesterday when we were going over the press conference material – she said that the media might ask some tougher questions, and I was parroting her concern, down to the very question. I think my emotionalism in asking that comes out of a frustration that we haven’t really put ourselves (as “devil’s advocates”) into the diabolical way that the media could question you. [Last half paragraph bracketed, with notation: “Settled last nite!”]

I appreciate Paula’s probing of me on that point. I have not been challenged enough in my thinking – especially as a person with a strong intellectualist background. Years before I became a part of the Temple, I developed a kind of mental escapism where I can turn into the “integrity” of my own thoughts, and defend myself against practically anything. This still persists, because somewhere in my mind, I remain an independent person, somewhere I am untouched. This is a very dangerous kind of thing, and I have often felt that because of it I am a traitor. For a couple of years I have seriously thought of writing – for your benefit – a kind of fantasy that would explore the psychology of the traitor. I have felt very trepeditious about it – what I mean is that, if I want to, I can mentally project myself into that “independent” part of my mind, and explore traitorous thoughts. I have felt somewhere that all people in the Temple are traitors, and if each were to allow himself to let his mind move in a certain direction, they would be surrounded with treasonous thoughts… though they might not move from thought to action.

I feel some guilt here because had I tried to write that fantasy, that “diary of a traitor” years ago, when I first conceived of it, it might have helped you. I would say this based upon an observation that I want to share with you – I have never really understood how, over the years, you have many times professed not to understand why people would turn against you, and leave the cause. To me, it was not a mystery. I said to myself – Dad is so pure of motive that he doesn’t really appreciate the depths of selfishness of people. At other times I’ve said – no, he understands. He knows about it. But then I go back and say – no, you have so completely conquered the temptations of capitalism that you don’t see how a Debbie Blakey could be caught in it.

I have never felt, in all my years, that I could fully identify with anything outside myself – in that sense, I am dangerous. But, there is another side that has always sought for that identification, and was deeply pained for years ar never having found it – and it is through you and this movement that I have found it – it is just that nasty persistence of mental independence that won’t completely die in me. People of my background should be watched. I’ve often had the thought that at some point, people like myself should, after they have outgrown their usefulness, be shot.

Thank you Dad

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The Writings of Rita Tupper [Lenin]

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EE-1-T-6

Undated confession from Ruth Tupper

I have a sexual attraction for Keith Wright

Ruth Tupper

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EE-1-T-18

Undated statement from Gary Tyler

Gary Tyler List of people I am attracted to

Name – What I like about the person

Keith Wright – I like his aggressiveness and physique

Jerry Wilson – I think he’s cute and gentle

Stanley Wright – His aggressiveness and physique

Sebastian McMurray – His eyes, smile, and strength and character

Chris Newall [Newell] – His build

Karl Burnett – His eyes, strength, body, and mannerisms

Joe Wilson – His aggression, strength, and physique

Ricky Johnson – His physique

Kenny Reed – His female mannerism and physique and his eyes

Lee Ingram – His aggression

Johnny Cobb – He’s cute

Ronnie Dennis – His body

Bruce Oliver – His physique and character

Ronnie James – His eyes, character, and understanding

Burrell Wilson – His looks

Preston Wade – His eyes and body

Calvin Douglas – His strength, body, and routy manner

Cardell Neal – His eyes and character

Johnny Jones – His eyes and character

Chris Rozynco [Rozynko] – His eyes and body

I have a sexual attraction for all of them; some more than others. Very few of them know it but they do respect it. I have been used by males. I’ve also been raped by males.

Gary Tyler

Thank you for your love and concern for all of us Father

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