BB-31-a-202 – a-203
Teresa King Letter to Dad on Tim Stoen
To Jim
About what I would go to avenge Tim Stoen, etc.
From Teresa King
Tim Stoen took his first step toward becoming a reactionary when he left here – it was only a matter of time until he joined the conspiracy. As a house nigger he must appease the master by selling out his brothers – the field niggers. I do not believe the money is important to him. I feel it is a test – as the issue over John [Victor Stoen] was a test. We are looking for your Achilles’ heel. They lost the game here & they know it, so they are testing you thinking that you would stand by your people to the last man. Any sign of weakness would only worsen the fate of our family members still in hell-SA. Your boldness won the battle here & only the same will win the next battle – not that winning is guaranteed – but you’ve taught me that to live & die a communist is all that matters & all that revolutionaries have ever had to find with in the end is their bodies. Somehow it has caused many bodies, but slowly liberation is spreading the world round.
So much from the general gibberish & to the brass tacks. I wish I could think of some brilliant strategy to save the family & allow the brave souls that have been holding the fort for us to have the opportunity to breathe the air of freedom. I know that most of them deserve more than I to be here, they’ve given more & suffered more, and I feel guilty for that. I also feel guilty that I had an alliance with Gary [Garry] Lambrev, Joyce Shaw & Liz Forman. To repay my debt to you for giving me the taste of liberation despite my past, I would like to kill Gary & Liz & Joyce & Grace [Stoen] & Tim & as many others as I could gather into a room & blowup. I propose setting up a lover’s quarrel & letting it be known as such, but the suspion [suspicion] could be [illegible word] in the heart of our enemies that they are next.
Gary is now a personal enemy. It was a sign of my low state of revolutionary development that I excused his weakness & indulged my sentimentality towards him. However in forming the alliance I learned how to manipulate him & could once again pull his strings. The arrogant fool it is as much a fucker as any other male despite his homosexuality.
I propose that we set up a fake escape for me – that I go to Georgetown on medical reasons or whatever & that I go to the American Embassy & ask to go home. Upon return I can go to Keplers in Menlo Park & try to get my job back, contact Gary’s parents in Palo Alto & wait for him to contact me. I could let Gary play a [illegible word] for me in deprogramming me, which he would set up. As I seem to buy his rationalizations, I could suggest a meeting with the Stoens & their benefactors supposedly to hear the real story & to sell them some disclosure – just what I don’t know enough to get them to bite & not enough to cause any harm. At the meeting I could produce a homemade bomb & blow us all to bits – that way I would not be available for jail, torture & use against the cause – also it could be part of a jealous suicide story. I’m sure I could resume a perverted sexual contact with Gary acting as a female front for him to prove that he could get a woman if he wanted & to cool relations with his parent & to be a mama to him. However he would never give up his boyfriends, in fact he’s probably fucked around with several of our enemies & would undoubtedly brag about it. I could act jealous which he would love. I could write “love sick” poems & letters lamenting my jealousy & predicting my violence. This is in keeping with my past enough that I’m sure it would sell. In fact one of my old enemies at Keplers could be provoked & would undoubtedly love to testify of my violent tendencies.
In the meantime I would like to set up a racket at Keplers to mail out books to a fake company to build our library. If I could get back into the bookkeeping & the mail department, I could do it easily. If I went back to work at starting pay (1/2 of what he was paying me) I’m sure he would hire because the store is now full of inexperienced people & I would work my ass off. I could mail them to myself & perhaps they could be “stolen” from me – some way to leave no trail to the church. For I am to be a returning bourgeois discontent that wants to do her own thing & to forget her responsibility to starving babies.
I would consider it an honor to die if I could take those fuckers with me. I would not have the clean beauty of dying with cutlas [cutlass] in hand defending our homeland but it would be a satisfying revenge.
Thank you, Jim
Teresa King
P.S. I was never really an intellectual – I was a house nigger to intellectuals. I have you to thank for taking me from that prostitution.
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Confessions of Sexual Attraction from Teresa King
From: Teresa King
To: Father
About: Sexual Attraction
My most serious sexual attraction is Diane Lundquist. It’s been ongoing for some time & I have fantasized about a relationship in the Promised Land but reality brought an argument over the children’s program & a rejection reaction from me. However I’m still attracted to the Gentle Mama she plays.
I was attracted to Brenda Jones when I lived with her & was jealous when she went out with O’Dell.
I’ve always found Maria Katsaris very attractive. Her remoteness makes it easy to maintain an easy fantasy which needn’t be tested.
I mostly attracted to women. Macho men intimidate me. I find younger women very attractive but I don’t get along with teenagers & it’s no deeper than admiring their good looks. In general I’m attracted to younger, more feminine men,
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tho I’m also attracted to the Gentle Papa – older men with a kind touch. I’m currently working with Danny Kutulas & find myself very attracted to him. I have no intention of acting on it. I feel guilty towards Phyllis & Judy & Patricia [Houston] to even feel attracted.
I’ve noticed an attraction to Russell Moten since the time I was stationed in LA & since being here. We’re only on hello terms & there’s no reason for that to change unless we work together.
Over the years I’ve been attracted to Jim McElvane. Tho I’ve questioned if it were not a status attraction.
I’ve been attracted to Larry Schact [Schacht] on the same basis.
The only person that I’ve had serious
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thoughts of courting is Diane & as I said the current fight reminded me of the fickleness of folks. But even with resolution of the fight I’m reluctant to pursue any attraction. My past sexual trips and work like electric shock & when I think of relationship I get sick to my stomach. Father saved me from crawling at someone’s feet in a masochistic desire for attention & tenderness, since I learned to walk I do not want to return to crawling. I do not trust that I’m strong enough to continue walking & maintain a relationship.
Teresa King
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EE-1-K-65 – K-78
Test answers written by Teresa King, May 6, 1978.
[Editor’s note: Minor spelling errors have been retained.]
May 6, 1978
Teresa King
Socialism Teacher
In the US racism increases rapidly as the economy falls. Racial tension builds as the Nazi marches thru the streets of Skokie, Illinois 5000 strong, with such hate that even the police are taken back. In Taylor, Alabama 3 children were burned alive as a living sacrifice, along with a goat, to the cruel sadistic God that Bob Dylan – who rose to wealth & fame singing about the evils of the bourgouise – laments over, fearing he might be insulted by the press (that even the Democrats are accusing of sensationalism) suggestion that he might be dead. In Philadelphia Frank Rizzo – mayor of the city of Brotherly Love runs for office on the White’s Right Party openly warning “the negratude” to beware. The Supreme Court refuses to lend an ear to the Bakki [Bakke] Decision, cutting the last hope minorities had for a fair share in the professional schools (a decision that may wake up middle-class blacks to their nigger-ness).
Between William Webster, who heads the Federal Bureau of Inquistion and the striving to be governor of the Golden State [Ed] Davis, we have the solution to all this chaos – the people’s solution – state sanctioned lynch mobs – put up a gallows at every MacDonald’s Hamburger Stand. While you’re watching the program you can munch on cancer-causing hamburgers, made from deformed cows. No need to worry because the side-effects will make you forget your dying or living & if any of your brain remains you can always turn on the t.v. set, specially funded by your friendly State. As the world turns, you can sit independently on your ass & watch the super cop kill that black sucker, or the super soldier kill that gook. Just for fun you can tune in on John Wayne who after years of being the American image of manhood, fights his fear of death by taking President Carter’s sister’s example & allowing the fascist Christ into his heart. Or you can tune in next week when he is overcome with a momentary flash of sense – by petitioning the Congress to pass the Panama Treaty – & watch him fall from fame as the accusation – communist – fly in. The fanaticism trend is so strong that even William Buckley – the smooth, sophisticated wit of the capitalists is being labelled Leftist, for his cool evaluation of the dynamics of the Treaty. Why worry about signing a piece of paper? Look at the Indian treaties, the few that may have been honored are being cancelled.
The economy is following the old Marxist formula. Over-consumption followed by inflation & then depression. Unemployment is around 20%, among black youths it’s 50%. Welfare is being cut. Prices are inflated. The big, corporations are moving to South Africa where they can pay labor – the blacks who must be employed or face felony charges 1/20 what they have to pay white workers. The cities are deteriorating, violence is spreading like a malignant cancer. The Zodiac Killer stalks the streets of Sf – the cosmopolitan center that is being revealed as one of the power centers of US capitalists. And with things being so shaky – the Saudi Arabian threat to step aside & let the dollars she’s been supporting fall on it’s ass, means that the US will probably be selling out Israel (for after all God favors those with the money.) Bagen [Israeli Prime Minister Menachem Begin] comes to the US with the pleas of Zionism, celebrating the 3rd anniversary of the Jewish disaster, welcomed by the Jewish Defense League’s attack on the CP headquarters in NYC & unwelcome by the fickle American public who’s sentiment moves towards the Arabs.
[Scribbled on the side: Burnham was also welcomed in North Korea & celebrated May Day there.] It seems like the only place the Jew is getting decent treatment is in East Germany where every Jew that was persecuted by the Nazis lives on a $600 a month state pension. The G.D.R. [German Democratic Republic] takes their guilt & allows it to make them better socialists. Burham [Guyana Prime Minister Forbes Burham] just left the G.D.R. where he stood on the border of communism & capitalism & sought help with the machinery necessary to generate the electricity that Guyana will need to industrialize. Meanwhile accross the Great Wall the Nazi sentiments run rampant again, Hitler becomes an idol again.
Burham stopped in Britain to ask the World Bank for help, but he’s not expected to get it. Then he looks forward to returning to the General Strike & the reaction to the constitutional referendum that his party – the PNC [People’s National Congress] is sponsoring & that the PPP claiming is a violation of the rights of working people. He originally went to Russia to meet with the Bresnev [Leonid Brezhnev]. While he was there Sec. of State Vance came to the SALT talks but he was not received by the President but by Foreign Secretary – Gromyko [Soviet Foreign Minister Andrei Gromyko]. The SALT talks were fruitless, as the arguements flew over the demands. However Russia has the advantage with the killer missles, not to mention that they have more troops & a greater tank capacity in the Warsaw bases. This is the excuse that Carter [President Jimmy Carter] uses for “needing” the neutron bomb, saying of course Russia’s willing to ban the bomb since she doesn’t “need” it. It is the US that needs a bomb that slowly kills it’s victim, while the skin peels off & you lose your sight & you stay nauseous (like the torture technique’s that US uses to de-moralize the communist spirit by breaking the body – he sickness of sadism that pervades the American society from the violent crimes on her streets, to jail house violence to mercenary attacks on people seeking their independence) and of course the Almighty Property remains undisturbed, even the rats die off. It’s sort of a new sterilization treatment for the ghettoes & unwanted, troublesome Third World Countries.* [Scribbled on the side: *a scientist stepped forward recently to varify this.] But dispite all it’s advantages, it’s offended the bourgois sensitivities & there’s been world wide protest, so Carter continued his project in the closet with the US sister in atrocities – France – testing the bomb on an island. Then he agreed to lay off altogether & now is hedging on his word once again, saying he can’t talk seriously as long as Russian troops are in Africa. Meanwhile French down stepped up guerilla activity.
[Scribbled on the side: Egypt is pissed over US stopage of military supplies & Nigeria is pissed with Carter’s secret negotiations to keep OPEC prices down.]
Black Africa is certainly on the move, centuries of oppression has built a spirit of steel, that has nothing to lose in death since life is so miserable but won’t take it lying down passively for the white whoremongers to fuck over any longer. Finally the Black man has overthrown the yoke that has been strangling him for centuries & is slowly & surely eliminating the white disease from his continent. Angola, Mozambic, Zambia, Libya, Ethiopia, Benin, Algeria, recently Botswana, Transkei, Namibia are standing as inspiration to the rest of the continent that victory is possible.* [Scribbled on the side: *moderate countries like Egypt & Nigeria are leaning left since US manipulations.] Even Imperialist countries are having to use extreme repression to keep the masses down – Chad, Tunisia, Somalia, Rhodesia – struggling to be – Zimbabwe, even South Africa has increased her already intolerable repressions making it a felony to be an unemployed black in the cities. Somalia is silent after her defeat by Ethiopia & the coup it brought on. US money has moved into Eryetrea [Eritrea] to stir up an old battle to use in her war on Ethiopia. Russian & Cuban troops moved out of Somalia to help Angola defend her borders against the third attack by South Africa in 3 days. [Scribbled on the side: Even within fascist Chili the working class is striking.] South Africa has destroyed villages in Angola & Namibia in her chase of Guerillas. The UN [United Nations] is calling an emergency session to condemn South African aggression. Namibia was promised independence in December, but South Africa is making it clear that she has no intension of letting go. SWAPO [Southwest Africa People’s Organization] continues it’s valiant fight against the Vorster regime [Johannes Vorster, Prime Minister of the Republic of South Africa], with active support from Angola’s MPLTA [The People’s Movement for the Liberation of Angola]. Russia is reluctant to enter Namibia because technically she is still a protectorate of S. Africa, however she warns that if the aggression continues she will get involved anyway. Back at home – the Soviet Union is wondering what to do about Chad students from the Patrice Lumumba University (where the SU [Soviet Union] spreads her communistic ideals by giving Third World students scholarships) that have captured the Chad Embassy & hold it hostage demanding the release of political prisoners & the withdrawal of French troops. Benin [The People’s Republic of Benin] a communist state has been the target of the CIA for some time. Not long along they fought French & US mercenaries & defeated them & protested to the UN. The operation was similar to that used on us – air attacks. Morroco & Gabon aided & abetted the criminals. Morroco still has her eye on the Spanish Sahara, which continues to be supported by Algeria in her independence.
Meanwhile Afganistan [Afghanistan] is the latest victory for international communism having risen up & killed their dictator in outrage over his murder & torture (& his son’s) of the CP [Communist Party]. The air force joined the communists for a 24 hr. revolution. Two hours later they joined the Warsaw Pact. Within the next days they established a government modelled on the USSR & took the dictator wealth accumulated from the workers sweat & blood & returned it to the people offering his family a choice between rehabilitation & having the country penniless. This victory is pushing India further left. India is currently upset with the US. The Himalayan disaster will be affecting 2/3 of her population that depend on the Ganges River. Pakistan is still pro-China – while ex PM Bhutto [Zulfikar Ali Bhutto] (who was moving towards the S.U.) awaits execution on June 1. The Shah of Iran is pretty uneasy after having murdered 50,000 people & putting 1/10 of his population ni concentration camps. Guerillas from Iran are pouring over the Afganistan border getting aid & military supplies from Afganistan. The Shah is now surrounded by socialist countries.
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King Abdul-Aziz of Saudi Arabia stepps up his economic manipulations – looking for every man’s price ni his attempt to buy off communist revolution. He’s been successful in Somalia but the disease continues to spread dispite his manipulations. Currently OPEC [Organization of the Petroleum Exporting Countries] is in Saudi Arabia discussing their whitemail of the US – demanding equal arms & military equipment shipments as Israel. The spoiled Shah must have the latest in destructive toys in his desire to wipe the Jews off the earth. The raving PM of Israel Bagen is running back & forth to the US these days trying to build ailing American support. The US is likely to see Israel out – because money talks to the US & Saudi Arabia threatens to withdraw her support of the dollar. If she does the bottom of the US economy (which is already leaky) will fall out. Israel refused to give up the Gaza strip & supplies South Africa with excess military equipment. She continues to oppress her Arab minority refusing to integrate them into her society. * [Scribbled on the side: *Actually the traditionally progressive Jews are protesting at home in a strike at the Tel Aviv Airlines.] The Palestinian Liberation Front continues it’s struggle, but it is still crippled by the sway of religion that prevents the clear cut vision necessary to be effective revolutionaries. Their last kidnapping adventure – after killing a news editor (friend of Egyptian leader Sudat) [Anwar Sadat] in reaction to Sudat’s concessions to Israel – ended in disaster in Cypress after refusing refuge from Syria because of her connection to the atheistic Soviet Union. However in Italy the Red Brigade have proven victorious in their terrorist activities having almost split apart the ruling class Christian Democratic Party & having shown the C.P.I [Italian Communist Party] true’s color in it’s revisionist line* [Scribbled on the side: *That is the belief that you can change society by the ballet. Lenin says it takes the bullet.] of Eurocommunism, by it’s staging of the Muro [Aldo Moro] Kidnapping & has struck fear in the hearts of the ruling class as far away as the US who fears the trend may spread to the US Weather underground. The Red Army of Japan has been as of yet the most successful terrorist group of the Second World, but the discipline of the Red Brigade has certainly increased dramatically recently. The Red Army supports various liberation groups with it’s randsoms & undoubtably has ties with the Weather underground & the Red Brigade. This is the fear that the racist [FBI Director William] Webster has which is why he sent the FBI to investigate the Muro affair, since it’s obvious no one gave a damn about the well being of Muro – just another example of capitalist’s loyalties, they are also worried about the vulnerability of their important NATO bases.
[Scribbled on the side: In Nicarago [Nicaragua] the resistance to fascist Samosa grows – organized by the Sandistas (named after their beloved Liberation leader murdered by the CIA. Panama is quiet after playing “crazy nigger” & demanding passage of the Treaty or war, & winning. Immediate passage by 2/3 of Senate.] The working class of Britain is striking demanding more than the state allowed 10% increase, however reaction seems to be gaining the day as the racist middle-class bitch Margaret Thatcher promises soon to be Prime Minister (as leader of the Conservative Party) & to rid the country of the scum of her minorities – once again setting race against race as a decoy. She intends to “repatriate” them – that is deport them – where she doesn’t care. She just wants their jobs. Meanwhile white German population is fleeing Namibia & seeking refuge in South America – bringing the disease of Nazi racism with them. Costa Rica & Uruguay offered to re-settle them. Bolivia is wavering since unrest begun with a hunger strike by 6 women. Guyana protests their resettlement Venezuelan Pres. [Carlos Andres] Perez is moving towards the Left. Guatemala – fascist puppet of the US is claiming 2/3 of the Belize (old – British Hondurus in process of gaining Independence from Britain.) Guyana & Grenada promises support of troops. Guyana is particularly sensitive to border issues since her borders are in dispute with Surinam & Venezuela.
While the capitalist world prepares for war as the ancient resolutions to the contradictions of her society, the USSR proves communism is the only solution to the world’s problem. In the face of worldwide unemployment she has full employment – no inflation. In the 60 years since her revolution of October 1917, she has followed Lenin’s principles to victory over the capitalist powers that tried to crush her by financing the White Army reactionaries, then setting up Hitler to destroy her. But she survived on the strength of will, losing over 20 million people & much of her industry. But she persisted even to children & seniors fighting with pitch forks & bare hands. Now today she is a superpower & outranks the US in every way – medical care & technology, education, military equipment… .Her cities are not decaying, there is no crime in her streets, no malnourished babies in ghettoes. And above & beyond the care she gives her people she follows Lenin’s dream of international communism & is there by the side of the struggling Third World Liberation Front where ever they are.
China who accuses the S.U. of social imperialism is the hypocrite as she ignores or fights against the struggles of the Third World for independence. Her racism is obvious as she allies herself with the US & Britain & backs the fascist oppressors in 3rd world countries. Her nationalism is even more evident in attempts to bring the US & USSR come to nucular war so she can emerge as the new superpower. No where is there concern for the peoples of the world. [Scribbled on the side: China is uptight because she is bordered by pro-Soviet countries.] Now she prepares for war on the socialist Vietnamese – the people who have been fighting for their freedom for 2000 years. It was not enough to defeat France & the US now she must fight China. The Soviet Union supportsthe Democratic Republic of Vietnam. The fascist Philippines has occupied an Island that belonged to Vietnam. Chavez sold out his movement by negotiating with the Philippine Dictator Marcos. Vice-President Mondale flies to Indonesia to offer Sutharto – another fascist pig a deal.
I want to discuss the film Sunshine not for its social importance – for it was a shallow film but for it’s personal reference. I came from that sub-culture – empty days of unemployed bums playing music – oblivious to the outside world, or crying babies, or women dying of cancer produced by the repressed hate they feel towards men. People with nothing to live for but to feel good, unconcerned about the future, or the structure necessary to build a new tomorrow. It plays into my guilt for I feel guilty about all the days I blotted out my pain of living in dope, while you were doing the grueling work of laying the foundation of this movement. At times I regret that I wasn’t here longer but I realize that my character had too many kinks to have contributed to the cause. I think it was necessary for me to explore all my strivings after the bourgoise, to be able to examine them with the critical eyes of the rejected in order to be ready. I didn’t give up anything to come into this movement. I had nothing to lose. In fact that played into being willing to take the gamble in the first place. I dreaded that I had nothing to live for anyway, so if I took the chance & lost, I was no worse off that I had been – & if I was wrong in the programed cynicism I was rippled with, if beyond my wildest hope you proved to be what you advertised that I would win a new world. It was a wild gamble & I have you to thank for finding that new world for I have certainly done nothing to deserve it. In fact another major guilt I have is that I blew $3000 in insurance money on a car, and a trip to Hawaii – a six week camping trip in September of 1973. I was chasing romance, eating shit, & running from reality. I heard the news one time, long enough to hear of Allende’s assasination – the hero of the non-violent revolution & to fall deeper into my impotent depression. While at a remote camp on Kuaui I saw Marine helocopters play sadistic games by flying low enough on the beach to send people running & sand flying, while out in the ocean we could see US ships involved in “war games.” I knew better, but was paralyzed by pacifism which I was already growing sick of, cynicism, hedonism & the US intellectual anarchist tradition. & the fear that [German-American philosopher] Hannah Arendt has of losing “democracy.” [Scribbled on the side: *I was also reading Simone de Beauvoir’s (Satre’s [John Paul Sartre] companion) – The French Intellectual – account of the French resistance to Hitler. First they ignored it until Paris was occupied & even then their main resistance was to maintain their “intellectual integrity” against the Nazis. I knew it was necessary to take same action. I didn’t know what.]
I feel guilty about my obsession with food. It is a constant obsession & has been as long as I can remember. I’m one who drowns all sorrows & anxieties in food. Once I almost substituted dope for it but the addiction remains. I spent too much money on food & eating out up until I left the States, even stealing needs money to eat out.
My #2 obsession is sleep – the greatest escape. I passed many years asleep. My greatest resentments focus on lack of sleep. My hostility grows as the amount of sleep I get goes down. In fact one night you said Good evening & I mumbled a reply you probably couldn’t hear. The fear of public mention caused me to examine my hostility until I realized that it was over my round the clock schedule in the library which I was resenting. I feel guilty that I still care so much for myself to get hostile when things don’t go my way.
I also should have been earning money. I let the fucker [former Temple member Garrett] Lambrev influence me in a I’ve-been-working-all-my-life-so-why-can’t-I-ride-for-a-while line. But I worked for myself mainly. I certainly never contributed any significant amount of money & I certainly was not hard enough worker to justify my status as in-church worker. Even at the time I feel guilty as people like Jean Brown did both or while black women like Luna Buckley did grueling work in a convalescent hospital. But another of my character flaws is my ability to ignore my guilt in order to do what I want to do.
I also feel guilty for supporting Gary’s [Gerry Masteller, Teresa King’s ex-boyfriend] weaknesses for my own manipulative reasons & helping produce the fascist he has become. And I feel guilty that it took me so long to conquer my sentimental ties to him & come to hate him, so long to accept the realization of how low he has dropped. In fact, I had a collection of his poetry that I did not burn until 2 months before I left the States. Another guilt is my connection to the “literary scene” & my vain, bourgois pretensions in that direction. All the time wasted “writing poetry” is shameful. I have much to make up for.
I also feel guilty about my insistance on working with children for I did not deserve it, nor did I have the personality strength or character development to give much to them. They gave me much. They gave me the reason to persist when petty conflicts arouse. But that is another flaw. Children are to be given to not taken from. Thank you for the structure that saves our children from people like me.
Then I feel guilty about my sentimental ties to my mom, my two youngest sisters, my cousin & her two children. I consider them among the better people in the old society, but they had their opportunity & could have pursued it. They picked the US & must suffer that decision. For one way or another we will pay our debt to the Third World that has been slaving for us for centuries. The main question is whether I could watch them tortured & not sell out. I have come to that point. I have enough religion in me to believe we will live again & the most I can hope for is to help that new world that we’re reborn into be communist. I certainly have nothing to offer them or any one in this system but to die resisting.
I can not help but urge the writer Carrasco of the book Prisoners of War to fight the fuckers & not give them satisfaction of his subservience. That is major change in consciousness I have to thank you for.
I would like to get the conspirators – particularly the Stoens, the Mertles, the Cobbs, Lambrev & Forman, tho I am prepared to go after the big guys – to blow up Eastland, or to knock off some big time Capitalists to continue the fear growing in their hearts or to do some petty work necessary to lay the groundwork for some operation.
The plan I presented before about “escaping” & returning home with my tail between my legs, contact Gary’s parents & wait for him to contact me – play my old dependent game & let him “deprogram” me while rubbing his ego – then play the situation to manipulate a meeting of conspirators where I could go & blow the hell out of them – building a case of sexual jealousy – me of him & his boyfriends as a motive – say to get even with a suspected relationship between him & Jim Cobb. The others could be innocent by-standers in my crime of passion. I would need to read thru the Anarchist Cookbook to figure out the most practical bomb. While I was waiting to get this all together, I would try to get my job at Kepler’s Bookstore back & embezzled them of books we need in the library. As the accounts receivable & payable clerk, I could invent a business which I could handle, both the collection of books & the “payments.” I should be able to get away with it. If I did get caught, I would need a way to get the books over without being traced. I have figured it out, but I’m sure I could.
Or I could look up an acquaintance – an heir to millions of dollars & hang out with her for a while, go to a party & blow up some of the ruling class. Some real big shots live in that area.
I’m willing to use sex to get whatever, which is a growth on my part. I used to not want to because I hated men so but now I realize that is an advantage. [Scribbled on the side: However I’m perfectly aware that I’m not much of a sexual commodity & not likely to buy much. But I’m willing. I need more serious thought about what I’m capable of doing. It would be particularly satisfying to take some of the Chilean or South African ruling class. I’m also guilty of being long-winded & guilty of not acting on my guilt – to compensate for my guilt.]
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EE-1-K-88 – K-91
Teresa King’s test answers, undated.
[Editor’s note: Minor errors have been retained.]
Teresa King
- Trotskysm -> push to international communist revolution with establishing secure homebase, Anarchism -> rebellion against all structure, Social Democracy -> “liberal” attempt to bring the benefits of Socialism without struggle, Revisionism -> [illegible words] 4) gradually
- Prop. B [People’s Initiative to Limit Property Taxation] just passed in Calif. 2 to 1. It was a drastic reduction of property taxes, reducing the state budget by $7 billion. This is the money that goes into minority program. Thousands will lose jobs in the Bay Area as a result. This was the baby of Right-Wing Jarvis [Howard Jarvis, father of Proposition 13], who is now touring the country to push similar legislation. N. Jersey also passed a similar bill. It is a slap to racial minorities.
- Armed struggle is the Marxist-Leninist concept that change comes from the barrel of a gun. If an act of violence furthers the move towards communism then it is justified. Revisionists are against the use of violence saying it pushes the government to more repressive measures. Terrorism is a [illegible word] word used to condemn the act as senseless violence. I would label the Symbinese Army [Symbionese Liberation Army] effort as terrorist because it accomplished nothing & because they were foolish enough to get caught up with Patty [Hearst, an heiress kidnapped by SLA]. The R.B. action is armed struggle because it accomplished definite things, for example – rather than becoming more repressive the Italian government is giving RB light sentences, cracking down on repression, & did not join the neo-eur-fascist movement the EDU.
- It would be illegal to leaflet against legislation to demonstrate in front of a trial, to protest the building of interstate hiways thru federal parks, to participate in a meeting that votes to strike – if the strike leads to damage to the employer, to strike if the government doesn’t agree you have bonafided reason,
- Zaire
- [Joshua] Nkomo told Carter that the Black man in Africa was fighting Imperialism on his own, he didn’t need someone else to put him up to it.
- Science fiction & religion, etc. oppress people by distracting them from the struggle of the working class, they also re-inforce the decadent values of the society, S.F. makes science into a religion & takes it out of the hands of the work class enshrining it & making ruling class whites the high priests. Religion promises you pie in the sky.
- Both the country in Z & the US try to give the appearance of democracy, but are on the verge of fascism, all it takes is to push a little too hard & the military would move in. Both countries use the place movement as a scape-goat labelling all protestors communists & attributing all the world’s evils to communists
Teresa King
- The police didn’t help the deputy because he was part of the conspiracy, they were on the same side as the goons, there job was to see that the goon accomplished their mission.
- Mgabe & Nkomo make up the Patriotic Front in Zimbabwe
- Carter stopped SALT because he was pissed at USSR assistance of liberation groups in Africa
- Kampuchea claims Vietnam wants to take her over to form an Indo-China Federation. Vietnam says Kampuchea cooked up a war, at China’s instigation to cover for internal unrest.
- The Esmeralda [Chilean naval ship] was used as a torture chamber in Chile during the coup. It was filled with stench for weeks. It went to San Diego [illegible word] resulted. It’s now in San Francisco [illegible word] the city fathers including liberal Moscone [illegible word]
- Carter wants the USSR out of Africa.
- Turkey unless the US lifts their arms embargo
- USA, China, Japan
- Give your name, answer no questions, [illegible word] papers, call someone in the Temple, ask which you’re charged with & wait.
- Andrew Young he thought he could work [illegible] the system
- Sadat: Egypt, Begin: Israel, Castro: Cuba, Ian Smith [Prime Minister of Rhodesia]: Rhodesia, Vorster: S. Africa, Brezhnev: USSR
- Look
- He lives
- Johnny Harris is a young black activist on death row in Alabama. He was convicted of murder on an 1984 law that makes it a capital offense to commit a felony while convicted of another crime. He was in on robbery & his lawyers are trying to get it overturned, which would cancel the death penalty. The state is trying to rail road the case thru before that can happen. He wrote a moving letter about the conditions in US jails saying “You won’t have to worry about me much longer but tens of thousands are suffering daily in US jails.”
- JoAnn Little killed a N. Carolina jail officer who raped her. Due to tremendous public pressure she was found not guilty. However authorities were out to get her. She escaped the state & is now in jail in New York. It looks like she will be extradited which will mean her death. Prison officials have promised to get her.
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